"He was not your father." You did not kill him. I did. Tyrion may have loosed the crossbow bolt that slew him, but I loosed Tyrion. "Leave me."
“他不是你父亲。”和你没关系,是我害了他。提利昂放箭,而我放了提利昂。“让我一个人留下。
Ser Jaime Lannister, all in white, stood beside his father's bier, five fingers curled about the hilt of a golden greatsword.
詹姆·兰尼斯特爵士,一袭白衣站在他父亲的棺材旁边,五指紧紧握着黄金巨剑的长柄。
At dusk, the interior of the Great Sept of Baelor turned dim and eerie. The last light of day slanted down through the high windows, washing the towering likenesses of the Seven in a red gloom. Around their altars, scented candles flickered whilst deep shadows gathered in the transepts and crept silently across the marble floors. The echoes of the evensongs died away as the last mourners were departing.
时至黄昏,贝勒大圣堂内阴暗而静谧。最后一抹夕阳从高窗之外斜射而进,为高大的七神雕像笼罩了一层红光。环绕祭坛的熏香蜡烛摇曳不定,重重黑影在高墙上聚集,并缓缓地、沉默地下降到大理石地板上。当最后一名悼念者也离开之后,圣歌的回音逐渐平息。
"When my lord father was alive," said Jaime.
“我父亲大人还活着的时候。”詹姆说。
Balon Swann and Loras Tyrell remained when the rest had gone. "No man can stand a vigil for seven days and seven nights," Ser Balon said. "When did you last sleep, my lord?"
唯有巴隆·史文和洛拉斯·提利尔没走。“无人能守灵七天七夜,”巴隆爵士劝道,“您上次休息是什么时候的事了,大人?
"As my lord commands," said Swann. Ser Loras looked as if he might have argued further, but Ser Balon took his arm and drew him off. Jaime listened to the echoes of their footfalls die away. And then he was alone again with his lord father, amongst the candles and the crystals and the sickly sweet smell of death. His back ached from the weight of his armor, and his legs felt almost numb. He shifted his stance a bit and tightened his fingers around the golden greatsword. He could not wield a sword, but he could hold one. His missing hand was throbbing. That was almost funny. He had more feeling in the hand he'd lost than in the rest of the body that remained to him.
“遵命,大人。”巴隆答应,而洛拉斯爵士似乎还不愿就此让步,直到被巴隆爵士挽起胳膊带走。两名铁卫的脚步声渐行渐远,詹姆又和父亲大人独处一室,陪伴父子俩的唯有蜡烛、水晶和甜腻而腐朽的死亡之气。由于铠甲的重量,他的背阵阵酸痛,双腿几乎麻木,于是他容许自己稍微挪了挪,并将黄金巨剑握得更紧——虽然不能挥它,好歹握还是能握紧的。他的幻影手指蠢蠢欲动。这真讽刺,对他而言,似乎残缺的身躯加在一起都不及失去的那只手神经敏感。
"Allow me to stand tonight in your stead," Ser Loras offered.
“今夜,请让我代您守护灵柩吧。”洛拉斯爵士请求。
My hand is hungry for a sword. I need to kill someone. Varys, for a start, but first I'd need to find the rock he's hiding under. "I commanded the eunuch to take him to a ship, not to your bedchamber," he told the corpse. "The blood is on his hands as much as… as Tyrion's." The blood is on his hands as much as mine, he meant to say, but the words stuck in his throat. Whatever Varys did, I made him do.
我的手渴望挥剑,而我渴望杀人,从瓦里斯开始,但我首先得找出他的底牌。“我要那太监送他上船,不是送去你的卧室,”他告诉尸体,“太监手上也沾满了您的鲜血,和…和提利昂一样。”和我一样,他想对父亲承认,话语却哽在喉头,说不出口。无论瓦里斯做了什么,始作俑者都是我。
He had waited in the eunuch's chambers that night, when at last he had decided not to let his little brother die. As he waited, he had sharpened his dagger with one hand, taking a queer comfort from the scrape-scrape-scrape of steel on stone. At the sound of footsteps he stood beside the door. Varys entered in a wash of powder and lavender. Jaime stepped out behind him, kicked him in the back of the knee, knelt on his chest, and shoved the knife up under his soft white chin, forcing his head up. "Why, Lord Varys," he'd said pleasantly, "fancy meeting you here."
当他决定不能眼睁睁看着弟弟受死之后,便潜入太监的卧室里等到深夜。他边等边用那只完好的手磨匕首,从钢铁与石头摩擦的“刮——刮”声中得到了某种奇特的慰藉。脚步声传来时,他闪到门后,瓦里斯一身厚重脂粉和薰衣草的味道走进来,结果被詹姆从后面出其不意地踢中膝盖窝,扑通倒地。詹姆扑上来,拿自己的膝盖顶住太监的胸膛,抽出匕首指着太监苍白柔软的下巴,强迫他抬头。“巧啊,瓦里斯大人,”他愉快地说,“幸会幸会。
"Ser Jaime?" Varys panted. "You frightened me."
“詹姆爵士?”瓦里斯喘着粗气,“你吓死我了。
"Yes… well… if you would… remove the blade… yes, gently, as it please my lord, gently, oh, I'm pricked…" The eunuch touched his neck and gaped at the blood on his fingers. "I have always abhorred the sight of my own blood."
“是…是的…如果您…把刀子…是的,轻轻的,如果大人您轻轻的,轻轻的,噢,我受不了了…”太监摸摸脖子,张大嘴巴看着指头,“我见不得自己的血。
"Ah." The eunuch sucked the blood off his fingers. "You ask a dreadful thing… to loose the Imp who slew our lovely king. Or is it that you believe him innocent?"
“啊,”太监吮着指头上的血。“您要我做一件可怕的事…要我放走谋害咱们好国王的元凶——小恶魔等等,难道您认为他是无辜的?
"I meant to." When he twisted the dagger, a trickle of blood ran down the blade. "I was thinking you might help me pluck my brother from his cell before Ser Ilyn lops his head off. It is an ugly head, I grant you, but he only has the one."
“我正想如此。”他转动匕首,一股鲜血沿着刀刃流下,“依我之见,在伊林爵士砍掉我弟弟的脑袋之前,你多半可以把他弄出来。我承认,那是颗丑脑袋,可惜他只生了一颗。
Varys struggled to a sitting position. "Your brother… if the Imp should vanish unaccountably from his cell, q-questions would be asked. I would f-fear for my life…"
瓦里斯挣扎着坐起来。“您弟弟…如果小恶魔自黑牢里消失得无影无踪,别人会一会过问的,你会有性——性命之忧…
"You'll have more to abhor shortly, unless you help me."
“不合作的话,你会见到更多的血。
"Your life is mine. I do not care what secrets you know. If Tyrion dies, you will not long outlive him, I promise you."
“你的性命操在我手里。听着,我才不关心你那些小秘密,但若提利昂有个万一,你也活不长,我保证。
"Innocent or guilty," Jaime had said, like the fool he was, "a Lannister pays his debts." The words had come so easy.
“管他有罪无罪,”詹姆一如既往,像个傻瓜似的回答道,“兰尼斯特有债必还。”这句话说出口是多么简单啊。
He had not slept since. He could see his brother now, the way the dwarf had grinned beneath the stub of his nose as the torchlight licked his face. "You poor stupid blind crippled fool," he'd snarled, in a voice thick with malice. "Cersei is a lying whore, she's been fucking Lancel and Osmund Kettleblack and probably Moon Boy for all I know. And I am the monster they all say I am. Yes, I killed your vile son."
但他从此之后就再没有睡过。弟弟仿佛正站在面前,火炬的光芒扫过丑陋的脸庞,侏儒的断鼻子下挂着笑脸。“你这可怜愚蠢残废瞎了眼的大傻瓜,”弟弟用最怨毒的声音咆哮道,“瑟曦是个撒谎不眨眼的烂婊子,就我所知,她和蓝赛尔、奥斯蒙·凯特布莱克,甚至月童上床!别人说我是怪物,没错!是我杀了你那十恶不赦、罪有应得的乖儿子!
He never said he meant to kill our father. If he had, I would have stopped him. Then I would be the kinslayer, not him.
可他没说自己要去加害父亲,如果他说了,我一定会阻止他。成为弑亲者的应该是我,不是他。
Unless my brother murdered Varys too, and left his corpse to rot beneath the castle.
或许弟弟把瓦里斯也杀了,并抛尸在城堡地底深处。
Jaime wondered where Varys was hiding. Wisely, the master of whisperers had not returned to his own chambers, nor had a search of the Red Keep turned him up. It might be that the eunuch had taken ship with Tyrion, rather than remain to answer awkward questions. If so, the two of them were well out to sea by now, sharing a flagon of Arbor gold in the cabin of a galley.
詹姆猜不透瓦里斯目前藏身何处。情报大臣狡诈成性,事发之后便没回过房间,翻遍红堡也没找到关于他的线索。也许他和提利昂一道扬帆出海,得以逃避尴尬的审问。如果是这样,那么此时两人多半已身处狭海之中,在高等舱房里对饮青亭岛的金色葡萄酒了。
Down there, it might be years before his bones were found. Jaime had led a dozen guards below, with torches and ropes and lanterns. For hours they had groped through twisting passages, narrow crawl spaces, hidden doors, secret steps, and shafts that plunged down into utter blackness. Seldom had he felt so utterly a cripple. A man takes much for granted when he has two hands. Ladders, for an instance. Even crawling did not come easy; not for nought do they speak of hands and knees. Nor could he hold a torch and climb, as others could.
城堡地下,尸体也许要若干年才会被人发现。詹姆曾亲率十几个卫兵带着火炬、绳索和灯笼下去,没日没夜地探索蜿蜒曲折的通路、狭窄的爬行地道、隐藏的暗门、秘密阶梯和伸进无尽幽暗之中的天梯。若非这段经历,他都不晓得自己的残废竟是如此真实,男人一定得有两只手,否则…否则连梯子都不好上,狭窄的走道也不好进——那句成语“手脚并用”可是大实话。最最可悲的是,别人能一手攀爬一手握火炬照明,而他做不到,只好在漆黑一团中小心摸索。
Prince Rhaegar shook his head. "My royal sire fears your father more than he does our cousin Robert. He wants you close, so Lord Tywin cannot harm him. I dare not take that crutch away from him at such an hour."
雷加王子摇摇头,“我父王怕你父亲更甚于怕我们的亲戚劳勃。他要把你留在身边,以确保泰温公爵不生反心。目前气氛紧张,我可不敢把他的护身符带走。
The day had been windy when he said farewell to Rhaegar, in the yard of the Red Keep. The prince had donned his night-black armor, with the three-headed dragon picked out in rubies on his breastplate. "Your Grace," Jaime had pleaded, "let Darry stay to guard the king this once, or Ser Barristan. Their cloaks are as white as mine."
他在红堡庭院里和雷加作别的那天,狂风呼啸。王太子披挂起那身著名的黑甲,胸前的红宝石组成三头龙家徽。“陛下,”詹姆恳请,“这回就让戴瑞或巴利斯坦爵士留下来守护国王,让我随您出征吧。他们的披风也和我的一样洁白。
And all for naught. They found only darkness, dust, and rats. And dragons, lurking down below. He remembered the sullen orange glow of the coals in the iron dragon's mouth. The brazier warmed a chamber at the bottom of a shaft where half a dozen tunnels met. On the floor he'd found a scuffed mosaic of the three-headed dragon of House Targaryen done in tiles of black and red. I know you, Kingslayer, the beast seemed to be saying. I have been here all the time, waiting for you to come to me. And it seemed to Jaime that he knew that voice, the iron tones that had once belonged to Rhaegar, Prince of Dragonstone.
辛苦的结果为零。他们只在黑暗中找到灰尘和老鼠。还有龙,地底的龙。他记得龙口铁火盆的炭火放出晕黄的光,所在的温暖房间是六条隧道相交之处,地板上磨损的红砖与黑砖拼出一幅坦格利安家族的三头龙马赛克图案。我记得你,弑君者,这头怪兽仿佛低吼道,我一直在这里,等你下来,等你下来。这个钢铁般坚定的声音詹姆是清楚的,它属于雷加,属于龙石岛亲王。
Jaime's anger had risen up in his throat. "I am not a crutch. I am a knight of the Kingsguard."
詹姆只觉怒气冲上喉头,“我不是什么护身符!我是御林铁卫的骑士!
"Then guard the king," Ser Jon Darry snapped at him. "When you donned that cloak, you promised to obey."
“那你就该记得自己的职责,好好守护国王,”琼恩·戴瑞爵士斥道,“穿起白袍时,你发过誓。
Rhaegar had put his hand on Jaime's shoulder. "When this battle's done I mean to call a council. Changes will be made. I meant to do it long ago, but… well, it does no good to speak of roads not taken. We shall talk when I return."
雷加把手放在詹姆肩上。“等战争结束,我准备召开大议会,以求革新政事。这事我很久以前就有计划,可惜…嗯,尚未踏上的道路咱们先别议论。等我班师回朝,再作计议。
He was more right than he knew. When the battle was done, there were changes made.
不过他的话确有先见之明。战争结束之后,政事确实“革新”了。
Those were the last words Rhaegar Targaryen ever spoke to him. Outside the gates an army had assembled, whilst another descended on the Trident. So the Prince of Dragonstone mounted up and donned his tall black helm, and rode forth to his doom.
对他来说,这便是雷加王子的遗言。城门之外,一支大军等着雷加,男一支军队也于同时星夜向三叉戟河赶去。龙石岛亲王翻身上马,戴好高耸的黑头盔,奔向自己的毁灭。
"Aerys thought no harm could come to him if he kept me near," he told his father's corpse. "Isn't that amusing?" Lord Tywin seemed to think so; his smile was wider than before. He seems to enjoy being dead.
“伊里斯以为把我留在身边就等于戴上了护身符,”他对父亲的尸体说,“真可笑,不是吗?”泰温大人似乎赞同儿子的意见,他的笑容更宽阔了——事实上,詹姆认为他很享受死亡。
It was queer, but he felt no grief. Where are my tears? Where is my rage? Jaime Lannister had never lacked for rage. "Father," he told the corpse, "it was you who told me that tears were a mark of weakness in a man, so you cannot expect that I should cry for you."
奇怪的是,他感觉不到悲伤。我的眼泪在哪里?我的怒火又在哪里?詹姆·兰尼斯特从不缺乏怒火。“父亲,”他告诉尸体,“是你教导我流泪乃是男人脆弱的标志,所以我不可能为你哭泣。
A thousand lords and ladies had come that morning to file past the bier, and several thousand smallfolk after noon. They wore somber clothes and solemn faces, but Jaime suspected that many and more were secretly delighted to see the great man brought low. Even in the west, Lord Tywin had been more respected than beloved, and King's Landing still remembered the Sack.
今天早晨有上千名贵族男女来到棺材前瞻仰,下午又来了数千百姓。他们衣着简朴,表情肃穆,但詹姆怀疑其中许多人心里面正在暗暗高兴,为首相的暴卒而倍感痛快。即便在西境兰尼斯特自家的地盘上,泰温公爵与其说受人爱戴,不如说被大家尊敬,而君临人可没有忘记当年城破之日的大肆洗劫。
Without his beard, Pycelle looked not only old, but feeble. Shaving him was the cruelest thing Tyrion could have done, thought Jaime, who knew what it was to lose a part of yourself, the part that made you who you were. Pycelle's beard had been magnificent, white as snow and soft as lambswool, a luxuriant growth that covered cheeks and chin and flowed down almost to his belt. The Grand Maester had been wont to stroke it when he pontificated. It had given him an air of wisdom, and concealed all manner of unsavory things: the loose skin dangling beneath the old man's jaw, the small querulous mouth and missing teeth, warts and wrinkles and age spots too numerous to count. Though Pycelle was trying to regrow what he had lost, he was failing. Only wisps and tufts sprouted from his wrinkled cheeks and weak chin, so thin that Jaime could see the splotchy pink skin beneath.
没了胡子,派席尔看上去不只苍老,而且极为虚弱。剃光他的胡子真是提利昂所做过最残忍的事,詹姆心想,他自个儿很明白失去身体的一部分,尤其是最重要的一部分是什么滋味。派席尔的胡子曾经非常壮观,白如新雪,柔如羔羊,完全遮盖了脸庞与下巴,直垂近腰。国师说话时喜欢捻胡子,这不仅给了他智者的外貌,还掩盖了所有丑态:下巴上松垂的皮肤,扁平、缺牙的小嘴巴,数不清的疣子、皱纹与老年斑。虽然派席尔努力想把胡子长回来,可惜徒劳无功。从那虚弱的下巴和褶皱的面孔上长回来的是短须和胡碴,如此稀疏,完全掩饰不了斑斑点点的粉色肌肤。
Of all the mourners, Grand Maester Pycelle had seemed the most distraught. "I have served six kings," he told Jaime after the second service, whilst sniffing doubtfully about the corpse, "but here before us lies the greatest man I ever knew. Lord Tywin wore no crown, yet he was all a king should be."
所有的哀悼者中,派席尔国师最为伤感。“我曾为六位国王服务,”守灵的第二天夜里,他告诉詹姆,一边狐疑地嗅着味道,“但这里躺着的,却是我记忆之中最伟大的人物。泰温大人从未戴上王冠,但他绝对拥有王者风范。
"Is that why he looks so pleased with himself?"
“所以他死后才对自己那么满意?
The vapors rising from the corpse were making Pycelle's eyes water. "The flesh… as the flesh dries, the muscles grow taut and pull his lips upward. That is no smile, only a… a drying, that is all." He blinked back tears. "You must excuse me. I am so very tired." Leaning heavily on his cane, Pycelle tottered slowly from the sept. That one is dying too, Jaime realized. Small wonder Cersei called him useless.
尸体的恶臭让派席尔双眼朦朦,“组织…组织枯死后,肌肉萎缩,牵起嘴唇。他没笑,他只是…死了,死了。”老人强忍泪水。“请原谅,我很疲累,告辞。”国师沉重地倚着拐杖,慢慢踱离圣堂。他也行将就木了,詹姆意识到,难怪瑟曦认为他是个废物。
"Ser Jaime, I have seen terrible things in my time," the old man said. "Wars, battles, murders most foul… I was a boy in Oldtown when the grey plague took half the city and three-quarters of the Citadel. Lord Hightower burned every ship in port, closed the gates, and commanded his guards to slay all those who tried to flee, be they men, women, or babes in arms. They killed him when the plague had run its course. On the very day he reopened the port, they dragged him from his horse and slit his throat, and his young son's as well. To this day the ignorant in Oldtown will spit at the sound of his name, but Quenton Hightower did what was needed. Your father was that sort of man as well. A man who did what was needed."
“詹姆爵士,我这辈子见证过众多灾祸,”老人缓缓讲述,“战争,流血,谋杀…小时候我在旧镇求学,某年灰疫病来袭,夺去全城一半的人口和学城四分之三的成员。海塔尔大人烧光了港口里的船只,紧闭城门,并严令麾下士兵杀掉所有企图逃离的人,无论男人、女人还是怀抱中的婴儿,概不例外。结果,当疫病最终平息时,他却教他们杀了。就在他重开港口的那一天,他们把他从马上拖下来,割了喉咙,还杀了他年幼的儿子。那一天,旧镇的愚民们唾弃他的名讳,但昆顿·海塔尔尽到了自己的职责。你父亲正是这样的人,一个尽职尽责的大丈夫。
"I see you wonder, what sort of name is that?" the man had cackled when Jaime went to question him. "It is an old name, 'tis true. I am not one to boast, but there is royal blood in my veins. I am descended from a princess. My father told me the tale when I was a tad of a lad." Longwaters had not been a tad of a lad for many a year, to judge from his spotted head and the white hairs growing from his chin. "She was the fairest treasure of the Maidenvault. Lord Oakenfist the great admiral lost his heart to her, though he was married to another. She gave their son the bastard name of 'Waters' in honor of his father, and he grew to be a great knight, as did his own son, who put the 'Long' before the 'Waters' so men might know that he was not basely born himself. So I have a little dragon in me."
“我这姓氏咋回事呢?大人您肯定觉得奇怪。”詹姆还未开问,对方便喋喋不休地解释,“其实,这是个古老的姓氏。我可没吹牛哟,咱血管里可流淌着王族的血液。我的祖先是一名公主,我生下来没多久老爹就给我讲过这个故事。”从那斑斑点点的头颅和下巴上的花白胡须来看,伟维水的童年不知距今好几十年了。“她是幽禁在处女居里的最漂亮的美人,‘海将军’奥肯菲大人被她迷得神魂颠倒,虽然自己结了婚,仍然与之偷情。后来为纪念奥肯菲大人在海上的功业,公主为他们的私生子取名‘维水’,结果作儿子的日后成了一位伟大骑士,儿子的儿子也同样伟大——此人在‘维水’之前添了一个‘伟’字,以表示他自己并非出于私生。所以您瞧,我身上也多少带有龙之血脉哟。
To be sure, his sweet sister seemed to think half the court was either useless or treasonous; Pycelle, the Kingsguard, the Tyrells, Jaime himself… even Ser Ilyn Payne, the silent knight who served as headsman. As King's Justice, the dungeons were his responsibility. Since he lacked a tongue, Payne had largely left the running of those dungeons to his underlings, but Cersei held him to blame for Tyrion's escape all the same. It was my work, not his, Jaime almost told her. Instead he had promised to find what answers he could from the chief undergaoler, a bentback old man named Rennifer Longwaters.
当然,在亲爱的老姐眼中,宫中一半的人不是废物就是叛徒,该铲除的不仅包括派席尔,还包括御林铁卫们、提利尔家、詹姆自己…甚至伊林·派恩爵士,那个担任御前执法官的哑巴——由于职务关系,牢房出的事他脱不了干系,尽管没舌头的派恩向来把事务留给下人打点,但瑟曦认为提利昂的逃脱也是他的错。是我干的,与他无关,詹姆差点对姐姐说出口,不过最终他答应的却是去盘问地牢长官,一位名叫雷纳佛·伟维水的驼背老人。
Longwaters inclined his head. "The lost prisoner."
伟维水点点头,“囚犯失踪之事。
"Yes, I almost mistook you for Aegon the Conqueror," Jaime had answered. "Waters" was a common bastard name about Blackwater Bay; old Longwaters was more like to be descended from some minor household knight than from a princess. "As it matters, though, I have more pressing concerns than your lineage."
“啧啧,我懂了,你早不说清楚,我差点把你当成了征服者伊耿。”詹姆晓得,维水不过是黑水湾一带私生子的通用姓氏,“伟维水”一支多半只是从前的小骑士之流吧。“我有紧要事情,比研究你的族谱更紧要。
"Rugen," the old man supplied. "An undergaoler. He had charge of the third level, the black cells."
“罗根,”老人替他说完,“下层看守。他负责第三层,也就是黑牢。
"And the missing gaoler."
“还有失踪的狱卒。
"Unkempt, unshaven, coarse of speech. I misliked the man, 'tis true, I do confess it. Rugen was here when I first came, twelve years past. He held his appointment from King Aerys. The man was seldom here, it must be said. I made note of it in my reports, my lord. I most suredly did, I give you my word upon it, the word of a man with royal blood."
“头发蓬乱,不修边幅,声音嘶哑,其实,我不喜欢他,很不喜欢他。我刚来的时候,大概十二年前吧,罗根就已经在这里了,是由伊里斯王直接任命的。哦,他很少来地牢,平时不知上哪儿鬼混去了。这些可疑情况在日常报告中,我都做过禀报,大人,我真的有所提醒,我以真龙血脉向您担保。
"Tell me of him," Jaime had to say. A bloody farce. He knew who Rugen was, even if Longwaters did not.
“讲讲他的情况。”詹姆不得不往下问。妈的,无聊的演戏。就算伟维水不晓得罗根的身份,詹姆本人对罗根是谁自然一清二楚。
Mention that royal blood once more and I may spill some of it, thought Jaime. "Who saw these reports?"
你敢再提什么真龙血脉,我就要挑几滴出来验个真切,詹姆心想。“这些报告提交给谁?
"Certain of them went to the master of coin, others to the master of whisperers. All to the chief gaoler and the King's Justice. It has always been so in the dungeons." Longwaters scratched his nose. "Rugen was here when need be, my lord. That must be said. The black cells are little used. Before your lordship's little brother was sent down, we had Grand Maester Pycelle for a time, and before him Lord Stark the traitor. There were three others, common men, but Lord Stark gave them to the Night's Watch. I did not think it good to free those three, but the papers were in proper order. I made note of that in a report as well, you may be certain of it."
“有的提交给财政大臣,有的提交给情报总管。当然,监狱总管和御前执法官是都看过的,地牢里的事一直这么办。”伟维水挖挖鼻孔,“大人,每当需要他时,罗根总是及时出现,从不怠慢。不过呢,黑牢几乎没用,在大人您的小兄弟被关押之前,我们这里曾短暂招待过派席尔大学士,之前还有叛徒史塔克公爵。另外还有三个平民,史塔克公爵发配他们去当守夜人——说实话,我觉得放走那三个危险人物并非明智之举,但公爵的命令上白纸黑字那么写着,我也没办法。可以肯定的是,这事儿我也写进了报告。
"You and two others?"
“就你和另外两个?
"Tell me of the two gaolers who went to sleep."
“两个睡着的狱卒是怎么回事?
"Gaolers?" Longwaters sniffed. "Those were no gaolers. They were merely turnkeys. The crown pays wages for twenty turnkeys, my lord, a full score, but during my time we have never had more than twelve. We are supposed to have six undergaolers as well, two on each level, but there are only the three."
“狱卒?”伟维水喷口鼻息,“说狱卒是抬举他们,称做看守还差不多。国库每年固定支付二十位看守的工资,大人,整整二十位,但在我当长官这十多年里,看守的实际人数从没超过十二位。理论上,我们还应该拥有六位下层看守,三层地牢嘛,二人负责一层——结果现在总共只有三位。
Longwaters sniffed again. "I am the chief undergaoler, my lord. I am above the undergaolers. I am charged with keeping the counts. If my lord would like to look over my books, he will see that all the figures are exact." Longwaters had consulted the great leather-bound book spread out before him. "At present, we have four prisoners on the first level and one on the second, in addition to your lordship's brother." The old man frowned. "Who is fled, to be sure. 'Tis true. I will strike him out." He took up a quill and began to sharpen it.
伟维水又喷口鼻息,“我是地牢长官呢!大人,我比下层看守地位要高。喏,我负责记点人数,大人您不妨看看我制订的表格,所有数目都整理得清清楚楚。”伟维水翻开面前那本皮面包装的大书。“目前,我们在第一层地牢关押了四名囚犯,第二层关押了一名,第三层则关押了大人您的弟弟。”老人皱皱眉头。“他已经跑了,这是千真万确的事,其实,我应该把他的名字划去才对。”他提起一支鹅毛笔,正儿八经地削起来。
Six prisoners, Jaime thought sourly, while we pay wages for twenty turnkeys, six undergaolers, a chief undergaoler, a gaoler, and a King's Justice. "I want to question these two turnkeys."
仅仅六名囚犯,詹姆酸溜溜地想,国库却为之供养了二十位狱卒、六位下层看守、一位地牢长官、一位监狱总管和一位御前执法官。“我去问问这两位看守。
"You heard me."
“你的耳朵没病。
Rennifer Longwaters let up sharpening his quill and peered doubtfully up at Jaime. "Question them, my lord?"
雷纳佛·伟维水放开鹅毛笔,狐疑地瞅着詹姆·兰尼斯特。“问问两位看守,大人?
"I did, my lord, I suredly did, and yet… my lord may question who he pleases, 'tis true, it is not my place to say that he may not. But, ser, if I may be so bold, I do not think them like to answer. They are dead, my lord."
“是啊,大人,我当然没病…其实,大人您想问谁就问谁,我没资格说东道西,但是爵士先生,请允许我向您保证,他们已经不能回答问题了。他们死了,大人。
Ser Osmund hooked a thumb through his swordbelt. "She said they were to sleep forever. So my brothers and me, we saw to it."
奥斯蒙爵士用一根拇指勾住剑带。“她说要让他们永远沉睡,我和我的弟兄便替陛下达成心愿。
That was salt for his wound; Cersei had used his own men to do her bloody work, them and her precious Kettleblacks.
简直是往伤口上面撒盐:瑟曦动用他的人去干丑事,好啊,她宝贝的凯特布莱克。
"Dead? By whose command?"
“死了?谁下的令?
"Your own, I thought, or… the king's, mayhaps? I did not ask. It… it is not my place to question the Kingsguard."
“不就是您自己吗?或…或者那是国王陛下的命令?反正我不敢多问,我…我没资格质疑御林铁卫。
That you did. One corpse sprawled facedown upon the table, like a man passed out at a feast, but it was a puddle of blood beneath his head, not a puddle of wine. The second turnkey had managed to push back from the bench and draw his dagger before someone shoved a longsword through his ribs. His had been the longer, messier end. I told Varys no one was to be harmed in this escape, Jaime thought, but I should have told my brother and my sister. "This was ill done, ser."
你和你的弟兄。一具尸体面朝下倒在桌上,就像喝醉了,只是脑袋底下那摊不断扩散的液体是血不是酒;第二名看守勉力推开长椅,拔出匕首,却被一支长剑插进肋骨,享受了漫长而悲惨的死亡方式。我特意告诫过瓦里斯,这回不准发生任何流血事件,詹姆心想,看来我该告诫的是弟弟和姐姐才对。“这样做不对,爵士。
"You witless fools," Jaime had snarled at Boros Blount and Osmund Kettleblack later, in a dungeon that stank of blood and death. "What did you imagine you were doing?"
“你两个没脑子的白痴,”稍后,在一间血淋淋的地牢里,詹姆朝柏洛斯·布劳恩和奥斯蒙·凯特布莱克咆哮,“究竟在想什么呢?
"No more'n we was told, my lord." Ser Boros was shorter than Jaime, but heavier. "Her Grace commanded it. Your sister."
“我们不过是遵令行事,大人。”柏洛斯比詹姆矮,但体重尤有过之,“这是太后陛下,也即令姐的命令。
"Us?" Kettleblack choked on that. "All we done was what the queen commanded. On my word as your Sworn Brother."
“掩盖?”凯特布莱克几乎被他的指控呛住,“不,不,太后怎么说,我们怎么做。我以你誓言弟兄的名义发誓。
Jaime's phantom fingers twitched as he said, "Get Osney and Osfryd down here and clean up this mess you've made. And the next time my sweet sister commands you to kill a man, come to me first. Elsewise, stay out of my sight, ser."
听他这么说,詹姆的幻影手指忍不住又抽搐起来,“去把你弟弟奥斯尼和奥斯佛利带下来,把你制造的脏乱清理干净。我亲爱的老姐再要你杀人,记得先报告我——除此之外的时间,不要让我看见你,爵士。
Ser Osmund shrugged. "They won't be missed. I'll wager they was part of it, along with the one who's gone missing."
奥斯蒙爵士耸耸肩,“没人会怀念他们,何况照我看,他俩与越狱事件脱不了干系。
No, Jaime could have told him. Varys dosed their wine to make them sleep. "If so, we might have coaxed the truth from them."… she's been fucking Lancel and Osmund Kettleblack and Moon Boy for all I know…"If I had a suspicious nature I might wonder why you were in such haste to make certain these two were never put to the question. Did you need to silence them to conceal your own part in this?"
不,詹姆想告诉他,是瓦里斯在他们的酒里下了药。“如果真是这样,正该从他们口中问出实情才对。”…她和蓝赛尔、奥斯蒙·凯特布莱克,甚至月童上床…“幸好我并非多疑之人,否则我倒想问问,你们于吗急着让他俩永远闭嘴呢?你们想掩盖什么?
The words echoed in his head in the dimness of Baelor's Sept. Above him, all the windows had gone black, and he could see the faint light of distant stars. The sun had set for good and all. The stench of death was growing stronger, despite the scented candles. The smell reminded Jaime Lannister of the pass below the Golden Tooth, where he had won a glorious victory in the first days of the war. On the morning after the battle, the crows had feasted on victors and vanquished alike, as once they had feasted on Rhaegar Targaryen after the Trident. How much can a crown be worth, when a crow can dine upon a king?
如今,在昏暗沉寂的贝勒大圣堂内,当时的言语在他脑海中回响。头顶所有的窗户都变成漆黑,只隐约透出微弱的星光,太阳已然彻底沉沦。纵使燃烧着无数熏香蜡烛,尸臭却越来越浓,不禁令他想起金牙城下的沙场,那是开战之期他所获得的辉煌胜利。战役之后第二天清晨,无数乌鸦前来享用盛宴,享用胜利者,也享用失败者,正如当年在三叉戟河畔它们享用了雷加·坦格利安。君侯的下场往往是乌鸦的肚子,王冠真是个讽刺的笑话。
There were crows circling the seven towers and great dome of Baelor's Sept even now, Jaime suspected, their black wings beating against the night air as they searched for a way inside. Every crow in the Seven Kingdoms should pay homage to you, Father. From Castamere to the Blackwater, you fed them well. That notion pleased Lord Tywin; his smile widened further. Bloody hell, he's grinning like a bridegroom at his bedding.
詹姆觉得,贝勒大圣堂巍峨的拱顶和七座高塔上此刻正有群鸦盘旋,它们用黑色的翅膀拍打着黑色的夜空,满心想钻进来。七大王国里每一只乌鸦都来向你致敬了,父亲,从卡斯特梅到黑水河,是你养活了它们。这个看法似乎也取悦了泰温大人,他笑得更夸张了。妈的,他笑得像个刚爬上床的新郎。
The sound echoed through the transepts and crypts and chapels, as if the dead interred within the walls were laughing too. Why not? This is more absurd than a mummer's farce, me standing vigil for a father I helped to slay, sending men forth to capture the brother I helped to free… He had commanded Ser Addam Marbrand to search the Street of Silk. "Look under every bed, you know how fond my brother is of brothels." The gold cloaks would find more of interest beneath the whores' skirts than beneath their beds. He wondered how many bastard children would be born of the pointless search.
响亮的笑声在圣堂的走道、地窖和房间中回荡,似乎墙壁里有死人在放声尖笑着回应。为什么不呢?这一切不是比杂耍表演更滑稽吗?我协助谋杀了我父亲,却又替他守夜,我奋力救走我弟弟,却又派人去找…他还特意关照亚当·马尔布兰爵士搜查丝绸街。“每张床下都要看,你晓得我弟弟有多喜欢妓女。”想来,金袍子们会发现妓女裙下比床铺底下有趣得多,詹姆不晓得在这场毫无意义的搜寻行动中将有多少私生子诞生。
That was so grotesque it made Jaime laugh aloud.
詹姆荒诞地哈哈大笑。
I should tell Cersei the truth, admit that it was me who freed our little brother from his cell. The truth had worked so splendidly with Tyrion, after all. I killed your vile son, and now I'm off to kill your father too. Jaime could hear the Imp laughing in the gloom. He turned his head to look, but the sound was only his own laughter coming back at him. He closed his eyes, and just as quickly snapped them open. I must not sleep. If he slept, he might dream. Oh, how Tyrion was sniggering… a lying whore… fucking Lancel and Osmund Kettleblack…
我应该跟瑟曦如实相告,承认自己释放了侏儒弟弟。如实相告?看看真相对提利昂造成的影响吧。我杀了你十恶不赦的乖儿子,接着杀了你老爸。小恶魔的嘲笑从黑暗中传来,他回头看去,却发觉是自个儿笑声的回音。他闭上眼睛,然后迅速睁开。我不能睡,如果睡了,会作噩梦的。噢,提利昂恶毒的笑语…瑟曦是个撒谎不眨眼的烂婊子…她和蓝赛尔、奥斯蒙·凯特布莱克,甚至月童上床…
Unbidden, his thoughts went to Brienne of Tarth. Stupid stubborn ugly wench. He wondered where she was. Father, give her strength. Almost a prayer… but was it the god he was invoking, the Father Above whose towering gilded likeness glimmered in the candlelight across the sept? Or was he praying to the corpse that lay before him? Does it matter? They never listened, either one. The Warrior had been Jaime's god since he was old enough to hold a sword. Other men might be fathers, sons, husbands, but never Jaime Lannister, whose sword was as golden as his hair. He was a warrior, and that was all he would ever be.
他不由自主地想起了塔斯的布蕾妮。又蠢又丑又顽固的妞儿。她现今身在何方?天父啊,请赐予她力量,他喃喃地想,几乎是在祷告…可倾诉对象究竟是圣堂烛光下微微闪烁的高大镀金形体,还是面前的尸首?有关系吗?反正他们都从来不听。自能握剑开始,战士就是他唯一的守护神,其他人满足于父亲、儿子或丈夫的角色,但詹姆·兰尼斯特不会,他手握与头发相同颜色的黄金长剑。他是战士,永远如此。
None of the devout paid Jaime any mind. They made a circuit of the sept, worshiping at each of the seven altars to honor the seven aspects of the deity. To each god they made sacrifice, to each they sang a hymn. Sweet and solemn rose their voices. Jaime closed his eyes to listen, but opened them again when he began to sway. I am more weary than I knew.
来献愿心的人毫不在意詹姆,他们在圣堂中游行,依次向七神的祭坛致敬,以表达对七面一体神的虔诚。他们在每尊塑像前奉献牺牲,咏唱圣歌,庄严与甜美水乳交融。詹姆闭目凝听,待睁眼时身体已摇晃起来。我实在是累了。
At midnight the hinges on the Father's Doors gave a groan as several hundred septons filed in for their devotions. Some were clad in the cloth-of-silver vestments and crystal coronals that marked the Most Devout; their humbler brethren wore their crystals on thongs about their necks and cinched white robes with seven-stranded belts, each plait a different color. Through the Mother's Doors marched white septas from their cloister, seven abreast and singing softly, while the silent sisters came single file down the Stranger's Steps. Death's handmaidens were garbed in soft grey, their faces hooded and shawled so only their eyes could be seen. A host of brothers appeared as well, in robes of brown and butternut and dun and even undyed roughspun, belted with lengths of hempen rope. Some hung the iron hammer of the Smith about their necks, whilst others carried begging bowls.
午夜时分,天父祭坛后的门嘎吱嘎吱地打开,几百名修士列队来献愿心。有的穿银丝法袍,头戴水晶冠,这些是大主教;位阶较低的修士则在脖子上用皮带挂着水晶,用彩色腰带束起长袍,腰带共为七色,人人各不相同。从圣母的祭坛后走出的则是白衣修女,七人一排,并肩而前,低声吟唱圣歌。静默姐妹成单行从陌客的祭坛后走出,这些与死亡为伴的处女身披浅灰色袍子,拉起兜帽,裹好围巾,只露出双目。许多普通僧侣也穿着褐色、棕色、白色甚至未染色的粗布长袍出现,他们用麻绳束腰,有的脖子上挂着代表铁匠的小铁锤,有的挂着讨饭碗。
But that was long ago, and the boy was dead.
这些过去了太久,那个孩子早已死去。
It had been years since his last vigil. And I was younger then, a boy of fifteen years. He had worn no armor then, only a plain white tunic. The sept where he'd spent the night was not a third as large as any of the Great Sept's seven transepts. Jaime had laid his sword across the Warrior's knees, piled his armor at his feet, and knelt upon the rough stone floor before the altar. When dawn came his knees were raw and bloody. "All knights must bleed, Jaime," Ser Arthur Dayne had said, when he saw. "Blood is the seal of our devotion." With dawn he tapped him on the shoulder; the pale blade was so sharp that even that light touch cut through Jaime's tunic, so he bled anew. He never felt it. A boy knelt; a knight rose. The Young Lion, not the Kingslayer.
他的上次守夜迄今已逾多年。那时候我好小好小,才十五岁。当年的他没穿铠甲,只套了一件朴素的白上衣,而他守夜的圣堂不及贝勒大圣堂这七座分堂中任何一座的三分之一大。詹姆将长剑放在战士膝头,把盔甲堆在战士脚边,自己跪在祭坛前粗糙的石板上。黎明到来时,他的膝盖已经红肿出血。“抛洒热血乃是骑士分内之事,詹姆,”亚瑟爵士告诉他,“我们以鲜血捍卫愿心。”然后亚瑟爵士在晨晖照耀中用配剑拍了他的肩膀,苍白的长剑如此锋利,以至于这轻轻一拍竟划破了詹姆的衣服,令他又汩汩流血。可他毫不在意,心中充满狂喜。跪下去的是男孩,站起来的是骑士。一头少年雄狮,并非弑君者。
He could not have said when the devotions ended. Perhaps he slept, still standing. When the devout had filed out, the Great Sept grew still once more. The candles were a wall of stars burning in the darkness, though the air was rank with death. Jaime shifted his grip upon the golden greatsword. Perhaps he should have let Ser Loras relieve him after all. Cersei would have hated that. The Knight of Flowers was still half a boy, arrogant and vain, but he had it in him to be great, to perform deeds worthy of the White Book.
他不知献愿心是何时结束的,或许自己站着睡去了吧。等修士修女们纷纷离去,大圣堂内又恢复沉寂。璀璨烛火犹如黑暗中的星光之壁,空中弥漫着愈加强烈的死亡气息。詹姆动了动把握黄金巨剑的双手,或许真该让洛拉斯爵士来替我守夜。这会让瑟曦失望的。不过百花骑士虽然几乎还是个孩子,自大又虚荣,但他骨子里具备骑士精神,将来定会在白典中留下浓墨重彩的一笔。
"Cersei." He spoke slowly, like a man waking from a dream, still wondering where he was. "What hour is it?"
“瑟曦,”詹姆缓缓唤道,犹如自梦中苏醒,恍惚不知身在何方,“现在是什么钟点?
The White Book would be waiting when this vigil was done, his page open in dumb reproach. I'll hack the bloody book to pieces before I'll fill it full of lies. Yet if he would not lie, what could he write but truth? A woman stood before him.
等守夜结束时,白典会在桌上等他,属于他的页面正无声地发出指控。妈的,到头来还不是得写下满纸谎话,不如先把这本破书砍成碎片。然而,他能不说谎,能讲出真相吗?一个女人站在他面前。
It is raining again, he thought when he saw how wet she was. The water was trickling down her cloak to puddle round her feet. How did she get here? I never heard her enter. She was dressed like a tavern wench in a heavy roughspun cloak, badly dyed in mottled browns and fraying at the hem. A hood concealed her face, but he could see the candles dancing in the green pools of her eyes, and when she moved he knew her.
外面又下雨了,看着她湿漉漉的身体,他心想。雨水从她斗篷上流下,在脚边积成小池子。她何时进来的?我没听见声音。她打扮成酒馆招待的样子,披着沉重的粗布褐斗篷,这斗篷污迹斑斑,边缘磨破。兜帽掩盖了她的面容,但那对碧如翡翠的池塘里有烛光舞蹈。他认得她移动的步伐。
"The hour of the wolf." His sister lowered her hood, and made a face. "The drowned wolf, perhaps." She smiled for him, so sweetly. "Do you remember the first time I came to you like this? It was some dismal inn off Weasel Alley, and I put on servant's garb to get past Father's guards."
“狼时,”姐姐放下兜帽,扮个鬼脸,“属于被淹死的狼。”她朝他微笑,非常甜美。“你还记得我头一次穿成这样来见你吗?在黄鼠狼巷中某个差劲的旅馆里,我换上仆人的衣服以瞒过父亲的守卫。
"Speak softly." Her voice sounded strange… breathless, almost frightened. "Jaime, Kevan has refused me. He will not serve as Hand, he… he knows about us. He said as much."
“轻点儿声。”她的语气很奇怪…气喘吁吁,似乎在恐惧什么。“詹姆,凯冯拒绝了我。他不要当首相,他…他知道了我们的事,并且都对我说了。
"I remember. It was Eel Alley." She wants something of me. "Why are you here, at this hour? What would you have of me?" His last word echoed up and down the sept, mememememememememememe, fading to a whisper. For a moment he dared to hope that all she wanted was the comfort of his arms.
“我记得,那是鳗鱼巷。”她有求于我。“这么晚了,你为何要来?你想要我…做什么?”他的语言在圣堂中来回旋转,要我要我要我要我要我要我要我要我,逐渐褪成呢喃。这时候,他竟然想:若她要的只是我双臂的温暖就好了。
"Tyrion knew," she reminded him. "Who can say what tales that vile dwarf may have told, or to whom? Uncle Kevan is the least of it. The High Septon… Tyrion raised him to the crown, when the fat one died. He may know as well." She moved closer. "You must be Tommen's Hand. I do not trust Mace Tyrell. What if he had a hand in Father's death? He may have been conspiring with Tyrion. The Imp could be on his way to Highgarden…"
“提利昂知道,”姐姐提醒弟弟,“天晓得那可恶的侏儒会如何口不择言…他给凯冯叔叔讲事小,若给总主教…别忘了,那胖主教死后,这个继位者的水晶冠是提利昂给的。他也许什么都知道。”瑟曦靠近。“你必须成为托曼的首相。我无法信任梅斯·提利尔,他是否也参与了谋害父亲的阴谋?他有没有串通提利昂?此时此刻,小恶魔很可能正逃往高庭…
"Refused?" That surprised him. "How could he know? He will have read what Stannis wrote, but there is no…"
“拒绝?”詹姆吃了一惊。“他是如何知道的?也许他读过史坦尼斯的信件,然而那里面没有证…
"He's not."
“不可能。
"Be my Hand," she pleaded, "and we'll rule the Seven Kingdoms together, like a king and his queen."
“做我的首相吧,”她恳求道,“我们一起统治七大王国,就像国王和王后。
"You were Robert's queen. And yet you won't be mine."
“你是劳勃的王后,又不愿意嫁给我。
"Tommen is no son of mine, no more than Joffrey was." His voice was hard. "You made them Robert's too."
“托曼不是我儿子,乔佛里也不是,”他倔犟地说,“你让他们做了劳勃的儿子。
His sister flinched. "You swore that you would always love me. It is not loving to make me beg."
听罢此言,姐姐像被鞭打似的一缩。“你发誓你会永远爱我。让我这般苦苦衷求,这不是爱。
"I would, if I dared. But our son --"
“我愿意的!只是我不敢。我们的儿子——
Jaime could smell the fear on her, even through the rank stench of the corpse. He wanted to take her in his arms and kiss her, to bury his face in her golden curls and promise her that no one would ever hurt her… not here, he thought, not here in front of the gods, and Father. "No," he said. "I cannot. Will not."
透过浓烈的臭气,詹姆也能嗅出她的恐惧。他心中只想抱她吻她,将脸埋进她黄金的鬈发,承诺永远不会让她受伤害…但在这里不行,真的不行,他意识道,不能在诸神面前、在父亲面前这么做。“不,”他说,“我不能答应你…
Jaime looked to make certain Lord Tywin was not rising from his bier in wrath, but his father lay still and cold, rotting. "I was made for a battlefield, not a council chamber. And now it may be that I am unfit even for that."
詹姆回头望去,生怕泰温大人因为暴怒而从棺材里跑出来。还好,父亲仍是沉默冰冷的尸体,正在慢慢腐烂。“我为战而生,不属于宫廷——现在嘛,我连仗也几乎打不了了。
"I need you. I need my other half." He could hear the rain pattering against the windows high above. "You are me, I am you. I need you with me. In me. Please, Jaime. Please."
“可我需要你,我需要自己的另一半。”倾盆大雨击打在高窗之上。“你是我,我是你。我要你抱住我,进入我,求你,詹姆,求你!
Cersei wiped her tears away on a ragged brown sleeve. "Very well. If it is battlefields you want, battlefields I shall give you." She jerked her hood up angrily. "I was a fool to come. I was a fool ever to love you." Her footsteps echoed loudly in the quiet, and left damp splotches on the marble floor.
瑟曦用粗糙的褐色衣袖拭去脸上的泪水。“好,好,你想上战场,我就让你去。”她愤怒地拉起兜帽。“我是个白痴,竟然来见你。我这白痴竟然爱过你!”她远去的脚步踏出响亮的回音,在大理石板上留下点点湿印。
Dawn caught Jaime almost unawares. As the glass in the dome began to lighten, suddenly there were rainbows shimmering off the walls and floors and pillars, bathing Lord Tywin's corpse in a haze of many-colored light. The King's Hand was rotting visibly. His face had taken on a greenish tinge, and his eyes were deeply sunken, two black pits. Fissures had opened in his cheeks, and a foul white fluid was seeping through the joints of his splendid gold-and-crimson armor to pool beneath his body.
当黎明到来时,詹姆毫无预感。拱顶玻璃逐渐明亮,突然间七彩虹光便洒在墙壁、地板和梁柱上,沐浴着泰温公爵的尸体。前任国王之手腐烂得非常明显。他脸色发绿,眼睛深深塌陷,成为两个漆黑的孔洞,面庞上出现了若干小裂沟,某种难闻的白色液体自那辉煌的红金铠甲关节处渗透出来,在他身下积成了小水池。
The septons were the first to see, when they returned for their dawn devotions. They sang their songs and prayed their prayers and wrinkled up their noses, and one of the Most Devout grew so faint he had to be helped from the sept. Shortly after, a flock of novices came swinging censers, and the air grew so thick with incense that the bier seemed cloaked in smoke. All the rainbows vanished in that perfumed mist, yet the stench persisted, a sweet rotten smell that made Jaime want to gag.
修士们最先进入,来做晨愿。他们自顾自地唱歌、祷告、皱鼻子,其中一位大主教差点晕过去,最后被抬出了圣堂。一群侍僧赶紧过来摇香炉,空气中烟雾缭绕,仿佛为棺材罩上了一层帷幕。虹光穿不透这香甜的迷雾,但臭气仍旧存在,腐败的感觉混合在香味里,令詹姆窒息。
When the doors were opened the Tyrells were amongst the first to enter, as befit their rank. Margaery had brought a great bouquet of golden roses. She placed them ostentatiously at the foot of Lord Tywin's bier but kept one back and held it beneath her nose as she took her seat. So the girl is as clever as she is pretty. Tommen could do a deal worse for a queen. Others have. Margaery's ladies followed her example.
大门打开,提利尔家的人抢先来到,以彰显自家身价。玛格丽手捧一大束金玫瑰花走在最前,并将它们恭恭敬敬地放在泰温大人的棺材边,但她留下了一枝花,举起来刚好掩住鼻子,随后庄重地返回落座。原来这女孩既漂亮又冰雪聪明,她能为托曼之后,却也不可不防。玛格丽的女伴们都学她的样。
Jaime had seen Kettleblack naked in the bathhouse, had seen the black hair on his chest, and the coarser thatch between his legs. He pictured that chest pressed against his sister's, that hair scratching the soft skin of her breasts. She would not do that. The Imp lied. Spun gold and black wire tangled, sweaty. Kettleblack's narrow cheeks clenching each time he thrust. Jaime could hear his sister moan. No. A lie.
詹姆在澡堂见过凯特布莱克的裸体,此人胸毛黝黑茂盛,股间的毛则更密。他试图想象凯特布莱克压在姐姐身上,粗糙的毛发刮痛柔软的乳房。她不会这样做,小恶魔在撒谎。金毛与黑毛互相纠缠,汗水淋漓,每插一记,凯特布莱克的窄脸就猛然收缩。詹姆听见姐姐的呻吟。不,他在撒谎。
Cersei waited until the rest were in their places to make her entrance, with Tommen at her side. Ser Osmund Kettleblack paced beside them in his white enamel plate and white wool cloak.
等众人就位后,瑟曦才领托曼进门。身穿白色瓷釉板甲和白色羊毛披风的奥斯蒙·凯特布莱克爵士走在太后母子身边。
Red-eyed and pale, Cersei climbed the steps to kneel above their father, drawing Tommen down beside her. The boy recoiled at the sight, but his mother seized his wrist before he could pull away. "Pray," she whispered, and Tommen tried. But he was only eight and Lord Tywin was a horror. One desperate breath of air, then the king began to sob. "Stop that!" Cersei said. Tommen turned his head and doubled over, retching. His crown fell off and rolled across the marble floor. His mother pulled back in disgust, and all at once the king was running for the doors, as fast as his eight-year-old legs could carry him.
瑟曦眼睛红肿,脸色苍白,她登上阶梯,跪在父亲旁边,同时把托曼按下去。男孩看了一眼死去的公爵,便想抽身逃走,但他母亲飞快地扣住了他的手腕。“快祈祷。”她低声说,托曼也努力了,但他毕竟才八岁,而泰温大人的模样实在太恐怖。国王绝望地吸了口气,啜泣起来。“停下来!”瑟曦叫道。托曼扭头狂呕,他的王冠摔掉,滚过大理石地板。母亲厌恶地松手,国王便不由分说地、以他那对八岁小腿所能支撑的最快速度朝大门飞奔而去。
"… she's been fucking Lancel and Osmund Kettleblack and Moon Boy for all I know…"
“…就我所知,她和蓝赛尔、奥斯蒙·凯特布莱克,甚至月童上床…
"Ser Osmund, relieve me," Jaime said sharply, as Kettleblack turned to chase the crown. He handed the man the golden sword and went after his king. In the Hall of Lamps he caught him, beneath the eyes of two dozen startled septas. "I'm sorry," Tommen wept. "I will do better on the morrow. Mother says a king must show the way, but the smell made me sick."
“奥斯蒙爵士,请暂时代替我。”詹姆立即下令——凯特布莱克正忙着去捡王冠。他把黄金巨剑交给对方,冲出去追赶国王。在灯火之厅,他追上了儿子,二十多位修女惊讶地盯着他们。“对不起,”托曼哭道,“明天我会做好的。妈妈说国王要有国王的样子,可那里实在太臭了。
This will not do. Too many eager ears and watching eyes. "Best we go outside, Your Grace." Jaime led the boy out to where the air was as fresh and clean as King's Landing ever got. Twoscore gold cloaks had been posted around the plaza to guard the horses and the litters. He took the king off to the side, well away from everyone, and sat him down upon the marble steps. "I wasn't scared," the boy insisted. "The smell made me sick. Didn't it make you sick? How could you bear it, Uncle, ser?"
这里不行,多少只眼睛、多少双耳朵在关注我们。“出去走走吧,陛下。”詹姆领着孩子来到圣堂外。这是君临少有的晴朗清新的日子,四十多名金袍卫士被布置在广场周围看守马匹和轿子。他牵着国王走远,远离所有耳目,然后让孩子坐在大理石梯上。“我不害怕,”男孩坚持,“只是臭气让我恶心。你就不觉得恶心吗?你怎么忍受过来的,舅舅,爵士?
I have smelled my own hand rotting, when Vargo Hoat made me wear it for a pendant. "A man can bear most anything, if he must," Jaime told his son. I have smelled a man roasting, as King Aerys cooked him in his own armor. "The world is full of horrors, Tommen. You can fight them, or laugh at them, or look without seeing… go away inside."
我闻过自己右手腐烂的味道,瓦格·霍特把它挂在我脖子上。“一个顶天立地的男子汉能忍受任何事情。”詹姆告诉儿子。我闻过烧烤活人的气息,伊里斯王连人带甲放在大火上烹饪。“这个世界很恐怖,托曼,你可以和他们战斗,可以嘲笑他们,也可以视而不见…进入自己的内心。
Tommen considered that. "I… I used to go away inside sometimes," he confessed, "when Joffy…"
托曼仔细想了想,“我…我通常能做到自己想自己的,”他承认,“比如当乔佛尼…
"Joffrey." Cersei stood over them, the wind whipping her skirts around her legs. "Your brother's name was Joffrey. He would never have shamed me so."
“乔佛里,”瑟曦出现在父子俩身前,朔风牵起她脚上的长裙,“你哥哥叫乔佛里。他从不让我失望。
"I never meant to. I wasn't frightened, Mother. It was only that your lord father smelled so bad…"
“我不想让你失望的。我不害怕,母亲,只是外公大人实在太难闻…
"Do you think he smelled any sweeter to me? I have a nose too." She caught his ear and pulled him to his feet. "Lord Tyrell has a nose. Did you see him retching in the holy sept? Did you see Lady Margaery bawling like a baby?"
“你以为我就觉得好闻了?我也有鼻子!”她拎住他耳朵,抓他起来,“提利尔大人也长了鼻子,可他有没有在神圣的殿堂内失态呕吐呢?玛格丽小姐有没有像个婴儿似的大哭大闹呢?
Her nostrils flared. "Ser? Why are you here? You swore to stand vigil over Father until the wake was done, as I recall."
她鼻孔一张,“爵士?你怎么在这儿?如果我没记错的话,你立誓要为父亲守夜,直到安排发丧。
"It is done. Go look at him."
“完成了。去看看他。
Jaime got to his feet. "Cersei, enough."
詹姆连忙站起来,“瑟曦,够了。
"No. Seven days and seven nights, you said. Surely the Lord Commander remembers how to count to seven. Take the number of your fingers, then add two."
“不。七天七夜,你保证得好好的。御林铁卫队长应该懂得数数。把你指头的数目加上二,那就是七。
Others had begun to stream out onto the plaza, fleeing the noxious odors in the sept. "Cersei, keep your voice down," Jaime warned. "Lord Tyrell is approaching."
这时,贵族们也纷纷涌到广场上,逃离恶臭的圣堂。“瑟曦,小声些,”詹姆警告,“提利尔大人过来了。
"The king was overwhelmed by grief," said Cersei.
“国王陛下悲伤得难以自禁。”瑟曦解释。
That reached her. The queen drew Tommen to her side. Mace Tyrell bowed before them. "His Grace is not unwell, I hope?"
她顿时醒悟,忙将托曼拉到旁边。梅斯·提利尔在太后母子面前一鞠躬。“国王陛下没事吧,他还好吗?
High above, a crow screamed loudly. He was perched on the statue of King Baelor, shitting on his holy head. "There is much and more you can do for Tommen, my lord," Jaime said. "Perhaps you would do Her Grace the honor of supping with her, after the evening services?"
头顶高处,有只乌鸦厉声尖叫,然后停在贝勒王的雕像上,踩着那颗神圣的头颅。“您可以为托曼分忧,大人,”詹姆道,“比如等晚祷结束后,陪陛下哀痛的母亲共进晚餐。
Cersei threw him a withering look, but for once she had the sense to bite her tongue.
瑟曦狠狠地瞪了他一眼,但这回她至少懂得闭上嘴巴。
"As are we all. If there is aught that I can do…"
“我们大家不都一样?若能为陛下分忧…
The queen forced a smile and made pleasant noises. But when Tyrell had taken his leave and Tommen had been sent off with Ser Addam Marbrand, she turned on Jaime angrily. "Are you drunk or dreaming, ser? Pray tell, why am I having supper with that grasping fool and his puerile wife?" A gust of wind stirred her golden hair. "I will not name him Hand, if that's what --"
太后勉强笑笑,挤出几句恭维话。但等提利尔刚离开,而托曼被亚当·马尔布兰爵士护送走之后,她顿时朝詹姆发作,“你喝醉了还是没睡醒,爵士先生?说说,我凭什么要跟那贪婪的痴呆及他幼稚的老婆共进晚餐?”一阵风吹动她黄金的鬈发。“我决不会任命他为首相,如果你打的是这个算盘——
"Sup?" Tyrell seemed taken aback. "I suppose… of course, we should be honored. My lady wife and I."
“共进晚餐?”这提议出乎提利尔的意料,“我以为…当然,我们很荣幸,我和我夫人会准时前来。
"Storm's End?" Cersei looked thoughtful. "Yes, but… Lord Tyrell has made it tediously plain that he will not leave King's Landing till Tommen marries Margaery."
“风息堡?”瑟曦满腹思量,“好是好,可…提利尔大人挑明了,在托曼与玛格丽成亲之前,他不会离开君临。
"You need Tyrell," Jaime broke in, "but not here. Ask him to capture Storm's End for Tommen. Flatter him, and tell him you need him in the field, to replace Father. Mace fancies himself a mighty warrior. Either he will deliver Storm's End to you, or he will muck it up and look a fool. Either way, you win."
“你需要提利尔,”詹姆打断瑟曦,“但不需要他留在都城。让他去为托曼攻打风息堡吧,拿出你的魅力,奉承他,告诉他你需要他带兵打仗,需要他代替父亲的位置。梅斯梦想在战场上证明自己。无论他最终把风息堡献上,还是大败亏输、灰溜溜地逃回来,你都是赢家。
A wary smile crept across his sister's face. "Even sieges have their dangers," she murmured. "Why, our Lord of Highgarden might even lose his life in such a venture."
一丝浅笑爬过姐姐的脸庞。“对,围城很危险,”她喃喃道,“我们的高庭公爵很可能有个三长两短。
Jaime sighed. "Then let them wed. It will be years before Tommen is old enough to consummate the marriage. And until he does, the union can always be set aside. Give Tyrell his wedding and send him off to play at war."
詹姆叹口气,“那就赶紧让他们成亲啊。距离托曼能把这桩婚姻圆满还有很多年,在此之前,他们的结合是不算数的,随时可以撤销。把这桩虚伪的婚姻赐予提利尔,换得他鞍前马后地卖命,实在划算。
"There is that risk," conceded Jaime. "Especially if his patience runs thin this time, and he elects to storm the gate."
“那是自然,”詹姆续道,“尤其…这是他第二次攻打风息堡…假如他碍不住面子,企图强攻城门的话…
Cersei gave him a lingering look. "You know," she said, "for a moment you sounded quite like Father."
瑟曦与詹姆对视良久。“知道吗?”她评论道,“这回你听起来像极了父亲。