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饥饿游戏-第一篇 贡品 The Tributes 第一章: 抽签日



When I wake up, the other side of the bed is cold. My fingers stretch out, seeking Prim's warmth but finding only the rough canvas cover of the mattress. She must have had bad dreams and climbed in with our mother. Of course, she did. This is the day of the reaping.

我睡醒的时候,床的另外半边冷冰冰的。我伸出手想试探一下波丽姆留在被子里的余温,结果只摸到了粗糙的帆布被单,她准是又做了噩梦,爬到妈妈被窝里去了。嗯,准没错。今天是收获节。

I prop myself up on one elbow. There's enough light in the bedroom to see them. My little sister, Prim, curled up on her side, cocooned in my mother's body, their cheeks pressed together. In sleep, my mother looks younger, still worn but not so beaten-down. Prim's face is as fresh as a raindrop, as lovely as the primrose for which she was named. My mother was very beautiful once, too. Or so they tell me.

我用胳膊支起身子,屋子里挺亮,正好看得见他们。小妹妹波丽姆侧身躺着,偎在妈妈怀里,她们的脸紧挨在一块儿。睡着的时候,妈妈看上去要年轻些,脸上尽管还是一样疲倦,可已经不那么憔悴了。波丽姆的脸像雨点儿那么新鲜,像报春花那么漂亮,跟她的名字一样。(波丽姆的名字取自英文primrose,意为报春花,花黄色。――译者注)妈妈年轻的时候也很漂亮,至少他们是这么跟我说的。

Sitting at Prim's knees, guarding her, is the world's ugliest cat. Mashed-in nose, half of one ear missing, eyes the color of rotting squash. Prim named him Buttercup, insisting that his muddy yellow coat matched the bright flower. He hates me. Or at least distrusts me. Even though it was years ago, I think he still remembers how I tried to drown him in a bucket when Prim brought him home. Scrawny kitten, belly swollen with worms, crawling with fleas. The last thing I needed was another mouth to feed. But Prim begged so hard, cried even, I had to let him stay. It turned out okay. My mother got rid of the vermin and he's a born mouser. Even catches the occasional rat. Sometimes, when I clean a kill, I feed Buttercup the entrails. He has stopped hissing at me.

坐在波丽姆膝盖边守护着她的是只世界上最丑的猫,大趴鼻子,一只耳朵缺了一半,眼睛是烂南瓜色儿的。波丽姆管它叫毛莨花,她坚持认为它那一身泥乎乎的黄毛能比得上这种好看的花儿。这只猫恨我,至少是不相信我。波丽姆刚把它带回家的时候,我就想在水桶里淹死它,这是好几年前的事儿了,可我想它一定还记着呢。当时这猫瘦得皮包骨头,长了寄生虫的肚子鼓凸着,身上爬满了跳蚤。又多了一张吃饭的嘴,这是我最不想要的。可波丽姆苦苦求我留下它,甚至大哭起来。我也就只好答应了。结果还不错,妈妈替它弄掉了一身的虫子。这只猫是个天生的捕鼠能手,连过路的耗子都不放过。有时候我清理猎物,会给它点动物内脏吃,它也就不对我呜呜地吼了。

Entrails. No hissing. This is the closest we will ever come to love.

我给它动物内脏,它不对我呜呜吼,我们最亲近的时候也不过如此罢了。

I swing my legs off the bed and slide into my hunting boots. Supple leather that has molded to my feet. I pull on trousers, a shirt, tuck my long dark braid up into a cap, and grab my forage bag. On the table, under a wooden bowl to protect it from hungry rats and cats alike, sits a perfect little goat cheese wrapped in basil leaves. Prim's gift to me on reaping day. I put the cheese carefully in my pocket as I slip outside.

我腿一悠,从床上坐起来,脚顺势滑到皮靴里,柔软的皮靴正适合我的脚型。我穿上裤子和衬衫,把又黑又长的辫子塞进帽子里,一把抓起草料袋。桌子上用罗勒叶卷着一块羊奶酪,上面盖着一只木碗,防止耗子和猫偷吃。这是波丽姆在收获季节留给我的礼物。我把奶酪小心翼翼地放进口袋里,悄悄地溜了出去。

Our part of District 12, nicknamed the Seam, is usually crawling with coal miners heading out to the morning shift at this hour. Men and women with hunched shoulders, swollen knuckles, many who have long since stopped trying to scrub the coal dust out of their broken nails, the lines of their sunken faces. But today the black cinder streets are empty. Shutters on the squat gray houses are closed. The reaping isn't until two. May as well sleep in. If you can.

在12区,我们居住的这片地方,俗称“夹缝地带”,在这个时间通常会有一些零零散散去接早班的煤矿工人。他们弯腰驼背,累得膝关节肿大,因长期不清洗,脸上和指甲里渍满了煤污。但今天的煤渣路上却空无一人。灰秃秃的矮房子上的百叶窗都关着。收获节仪式要到下午两点才开始,也许大家都还睡着。

Our house is almost at the edge of the Seam. I only have to pass a few gates to reach the scruffy field called the Meadow. Separating the Meadow from the woods, in fact enclosing all of District 12, is a high chain-link fence topped with barbed-wire loops. In theory, it's supposed to be electrified twenty-four hours a day as a deterrent to the predators that live in the woods -- packs of wild dogs, lone cougars, bears -- that used to threaten our streets. But since we're lucky to get two or three hours of electricity in the evenings, it's usually safe to touch. Even so, I always take a moment to listen carefully for the hum that means the fence is live. Right now, it's silent as a stone. Concealed by a clump of bushes, I flatten out on my belly and slide under a two-foot stretch that's been loose for years. There are several other weak spots in the fence, but this one is so close to home I almost always enter the woods here.

我家的房子在“夹缝地带”的最尽头。我只需经过几户人家的大门就能走到那个被称作“牧场”的布满荒草的地方。一条高高的围障横在“牧场”和林地之间,把整个十二区圈在里面,顶端装了带刺铁丝网。一般上讲,铁丝网是24小时通电的,防止林子的野兽威胁我们街区——那里有成群的野狼、独来独往的大胆的狗熊;但幸运的是,只有晚上才会有一两个小时的供电,所以此时触摸它是安全的。即便如此,我还会停一会,仔细听听电网是否通了电。此时的电网如一块顽石般寂然无声。一片灌木丛正好遮住人们的视线,我缩紧肚子从一条两英尺宽的缝隙钻了出去。这条缝已开了好多年了,在围障的其他地方还有几个突破点,但这个地方离家很近,我几乎总是从这儿钻到林子里去。

As soon as I'm in the trees, I retrieve a bow and sheath of arrows from a hollow log. Electrified or not, the fence has been successful at keeping the flesh-eaters out of District 12. Inside the woods they roam freely, and there are added concerns like venomous snakes, rabid animals, and no real paths to follow. But there's also food if you know how to find it. My father knew and he taught me some before he was blown to bits in a mine explosion. There was nothing even to bury. I was eleven then. Five years later, I still wake up screaming for him to run.

我一到林子里,就从一截空木桩里找出了弓和箭。围障不管是否通了电,确实把食肉动物隔在了12区的外面。在林子里,它们逍遥自在地走动着。令人不安的是林中有毒蛇,还有凶残的动物,林子里也没什么路。可要是你懂行的话,总能在林子里找到吃的。我爸就是个懂行的人,他以前教过我怎么找食,不过他在一次矿井爆炸时被撕成了碎片,他的尸首已四处飞散,下葬时,他的尸骨已所剩无几。那时我只有十一岁。五年之后,我还时时从梦中惊醒,呼喊着让他赶快跑开。

Even though trespassing in the woods is illegal and poaching carries the severest of penalties, more people would risk it if they had weapons. But most are not bold enough to venture out with just a knife. My bow is a rarity, crafted by my father along with a few others that I keep well hidden in the woods, carefully wrapped in waterproof covers. My father could have made good money selling them, but if the officials found out he would have been publicly executed for inciting a rebellion. Most of the Peacekeepers turn a blind eye to the few of us who hunt because they're as hungry for fresh meat as anybody is. In fact, they're among our best customers. But the idea that someone might be arming the Seam would never have been allowed.

钻进林子是非法的,偷猎会受到严重的惩罚,但只要有枪,不少人还是愿意冒险一试,不过大多数人只带一把刀是不敢进林子的。我的弓箭不同寻常,是我爸和几个人一起做的,我把它小心地藏在林子里,上面套上了防水的罩。当时我爸要把这弓箭卖了,一定能挣上一笔,可要被当官的发现,就会以煽动暴乱的罪名被当众处死。多数知道这事的人也睁一只眼闭一只眼,因为他们和我们一样也饥肠辘辘,也想吃到新鲜的肉。事实上,他们是我们最好的买主。但在“夹缝地带”里持有武器是绝对禁止的。

In the fall, a few brave souls sneak into the woods to harvest apples. But always in sight of the Meadow. Always close enough to run back to the safety of District 12 if trouble arises. "District Twelve. Where you can starve to death in safety," I mutter. Then I glance quickly over my shoulder. Even here, even in the middle of nowhere, you worry someone might overhear you.

今年秋天,几个胆大的人潜到林子里去摘苹果。他们在林子里的位置离十二区很近,“牧场”就在目力所及的地方,一旦有情况,就迅速跑回去。“跑回十二区,这个能把人安全地饿死的地方”我咕哝着,说完我赶快朝身后看看。就算这荒无人烟,也得提防有人听到你说的话。

When I was younger, I scared my mother to death, the things I would blurt out about District 12, about the people who rule our country, Panem, from the far-off city called the Capitol. Eventually I understood this would only lead us to more trouble. So I learned to hold my tongue and to turn my features into an indifferent mask so that no one could ever read my thoughts. Do my work quietly in school. Make only polite small talk in the public market. Discuss little more than trades in the Hob, which is the black market where I make most of my money. Even at home, where I am less pleasant, I avoid discussing tricky topics. Like the reaping, or food shortages, or the Hunger Games. Prim might begin to repeat my words and then where would we be?

还在我少不更事的时候,有几次偶尔从嘴里冒出什么十二区呀,什么统治帕那姆国的大官呀,什么遥远的名叫凯匹特的城市呀之类的话,我妈就吓得半死。后来我终于明白了这么说只能给我们招惹麻烦。所以我学会管住自己的嘴,并装出一副事事都无所谓的样子,对我所想,无人知晓。我在学校安安静静地学习功课,在公共场合讲话礼貌,从不大声。对于在霍伯黑市赚钱的事,也几乎绝口不提。即使在家里,这个我不太开心的地方,也不触及微妙的话题,比如收获季节呀,食物短缺呀,或猎杀游戏呀什么的。波丽姆要是学我说话,那我们可怎么办?

In the woods waits the only person with whom I can be myself. Gale. I can feel the muscles in my face relaxing, my pace quickening as I climb the hills to our place, a rock ledge overlooking a valley. A thicket of berry bushes protects it from unwanted eyes. The sight of him waiting there brings on a smile. Gale says I never smile except in the woods.

在林子里,有一个人在等我,那就是盖尔,只有和他在一起时我才感到轻松自在。当我飞快地爬向我们的秘密会合地点——一块突出的岩石的时候,我加快了步伐,觉得心情放松而畅快。我们的秘密会合地点俯瞰峡谷,被一片浓密的灌木丛遮挡住,不会被人看到。我一看到他等候的身影,脸上就会露出会心的微笑。盖尔说我只在林子里的时候才会笑。

"Hey, Catnip," says Gale.

“嘿,猫薄荷”,盖尔说。

My real name is Katniss, but when I first told him, I had barely whispered it. So he thought I'd said Catnip. Then when this crazy lynx started following me around the woods looking for handouts, it became his official nickname for me. I finally had to kill the lynx because he scared off game. I almost regretted it because he wasn't bad company. But I got a decent price for his pelt.

我的真名叫凯特尼斯,我早先告诉他我的名字时,声音小得像苍蝇嗡嗡,所以他就以为我叫猫薄荷(“我”的英文名字是Katniss,和英文薄荷猫Catnip谐音)。后来林子里有一个发疯的山猫到处跟着我讨要施舍的食物,所以这就成了我正式的外号。最终我不得不把那山猫杀死,因为它总是吓跑猎物;我还真有些后悔,因为这山猫是个不错的伴儿;不过我也用它的皮换了个好价钱。

"Look what I shot." Gale holds up a loaf of bread with an arrow stuck in it, and I laugh. It's real bakery bread, not the flat, dense loaves we make from our grain rations. I take it in my hands, pull out the arrow, and hold the puncture in the crust to my nose, inhaling the fragrance that makes my mouth flood with saliva. Fine bread like this is for special occasions.

“瞧,我打到什么了?”盖尔用箭插到一块面包里,我忍不住笑了起来。这是块真正的发酵面包,不像我们用配给的口粮做的硬邦邦的扁面包。我把面包上插出的小孔对准鼻子,尽情地吸着它的芳香,嘴里立刻流出口水。像这样的好面包只有特殊场合才能见得到。

"Mm, still warm," I say. He must have been at the bakery at the crack of dawn to trade for it. "What did it cost you?"

“唔,还热着呢。”我说。他一定是一大清早就去面包房去交换的。“使什么换的?

"Just a squirrel. Think the old man was feeling sentimental this morning," says Gale. "Even wished me luck."

“就一只松鼠,卖面包的老头儿今天挺讲交情,”盖尔说,“他还祝我好运呢。

"Well, we all feel a little closer today, don't we?" I say, not even bothering to roll my eyes. "Prim left us a cheese." I pull it out.

“是啊,这些日子我们大家都感到彼此更亲近了,不是吗?”我这么说着,眼珠都没转一下。“波丽姆给咱们留了块奶酪”,说着我把奶酪拿了出来。

His expression brightens at the treat. "Thank you, Prim. We'll have a real feast." Suddenly he falls into a Capitol accent as he mimics Effie Trinket, the maniacally upbeat woman who arrives once a year to read out the names at the reaping. "I almost forgot! Happy Hunger Games!" He plucks a few blackberries from the bushes around us. "And may the odds --" He tosses a berry in a high arc toward me.

对于我的款待,他的脸上立刻洋溢起快乐的笑容。“谢谢你,波丽姆,我们可要享受一顿真正的大餐了。”他突然学着埃菲·特林西,转成了凯匹特口音。埃菲·特林西是个性格极开朗的女人,每年收获节仪式都会来宣读名单。“我差点忘了!猎杀游戏快乐!”他在四周的灌木丛里摘了几个黑莓。“祝你永远――”,说着他向我抛过一颗黑莓,黑莓在空中划了个弧线。

I catch it in my mouth and break the delicate skin with my teeth. The sweet tartness explodes across my tongue. "-- be ever in your favor!" I finish with equal verve. We have to joke about it because the alternative is to be scared out of your wits. Besides, the Capitol accent is so affected, almost anything sounds funny in it.

我接住,然后用牙齿把它薄薄的皮咬破,一股又酸又甜的汁液在我嘴里散开。“――永远好运!”我兴奋地接着说道。对于猎杀游戏,我们不得不开些玩笑,因为猎杀游戏能让人吓破胆。另外,凯匹特口音太做作了,无论用这种口音说什么事都很逗笑。

I watch as Gale pulls out his knife and slices the bread. He could be my brother. Straight black hair, olive skin, we even have the same gray eyes. But we're not related, at least not closely. Most of the families who work the mines resemble one another this way.

盖尔掏出刀子,切着面包片,我在一旁看着。他也许可以做我的哥哥,黝黑的直发,橄榄色皮肤,我们甚至有着同样的灰眼睛。但我们之间却并没有血缘关系,至少没有很近的血缘关系。多数在矿上干活的人在这些方面都很像。

That's why my mother and Prim, with their light hair and blue eyes, always look out of place. They are. My mother's parents were part of the small merchant class that caters to officials, Peacekeepers, and the occasional Seam customer. They ran an apothecary shop in the nicer part of District 12. Since almost no one can afford doctors, apothecaries are our healers. My father got to know my mother because on his hunts he would sometimes collect medicinal herbs and sell them to her shop to be brewed into remedies. She must have really loved him to leave her home for the Seam. I try to remember that when all I can see is the woman who sat by, blank and unreachable, while her children turned to skin and bones. I try to forgive her for my father's sake. But to be honest, I'm not the forgiving type.

妈妈和妹妹波丽姆长着浅色头发和蓝眼睛,这使她们与周围环境显得格格不入。确实如此。我妈妈的父母属于那些商人圈里的,他们在12区比较好的地段开了家药铺,给那些官员、治安警以及“夹缝地带”的偶尔的买主供应货物。因为多数人付不起钱去看医生,所以药剂师就取而代之。我爸爸以前打猎时常采集些草药,卖给药店,再制成药剂,这样才与我妈妈认识的。妈妈一定很爱爸爸才情愿离家跟他一起来到“夹缝地带”的。在我的记忆中,她总是那么地高傲、冷漠,对家里的事甩手不管,眼看着她的孩子饿得骨瘦如柴,我因为爸爸的缘故而原谅了她。可说实在的,我不是那种喜欢原谅别人的人。

Gale spreads the bread slices with the soft goat cheese, carefully placing a basil leaf on each while I strip the bushes of their berries. We settle back in a nook in the rocks. From this place, we are invisible but have a clear view of the valley, which is teeming with summer life, greens to gather, roots to dig, fish iridescent in the sunlight. The day is glorious, with a blue sky and soft breeze. The food's wonderful, with the cheese seeping into the warm bread and the berries bursting in our mouths. Everything would be perfect if this really was a holiday, if all the day off meant was roaming the mountains with Gale, hunting for tonight's supper. But instead we have to be standing in the square at two o'clock waiting for the names to be called out.

盖尔小心翼翼地在面包片上抹上羊奶酪,然后放上一片罗勒叶子,我在一旁把黑莓上的灌木拨开。我们又重新坐回隐蔽的岩石上,从这里我们可以清楚地看到峡谷却不会被人发现。夏日的峡谷生机盎然,到处是鲜嫩欲滴的绿色植物,鱼儿在水中闪着波波的鳞光,湛蓝的天空晴朗无云,时而有一阵微风吹过。我们的食物真是太棒了,奶酪渗透到热面包里,草莓在我们口中爆裂,这要是真正的假期就太完美了。如果一整天我都可以和盖尔一起在山中徜徉,四处找寻我们的晚饭那该多好…可是,到了下午两点,我们必须站到广场等候点名。

"We could do it, you know," Gale says quietly.

“说实话,咱们能办到。”盖尔不动声色地说,

"What?" I ask.

“什么?”我问。

"Leave the district. Run off. Live in the woods. You and I, we could make it," says Gale.

“离开十二区。逃跑。住在林子里,就你和我,咱们能行。

I don't know how to respond. The idea is so preposterous.

我一时不知该怎么回答,这想法太荒谬了。

"If we didn't have so many kids," he adds quickly.

“我们要没这么多孩子就好了,”他快速加了一句。

They're not our kids, of course. But they might as well be. Gale's two little brothers and a sister. Prim. And you may as well throw in our mothers, too, because how would they live without us? Who would fill those mouths that are always asking for more? With both of us hunting daily, there are still nights when game has to be swapped for lard or shoelaces or wool, still nights when we go to bed with our stomachs growling.

当然,实际上我们并没有那么多“孩子”,可是也一样。盖尔有两个弟弟和一个妹妹,我有波丽姆,也许还可以算上妈妈,要是没有我们他们可怎么过活呢?谁给他们找吃的,去填饱肚子。现在,即使我俩整日在外打食,也不得不在夜晚趁黑去换点猪油、鞋带或羊毛衣服;也有的夜晚,我们在肚子饿得咕咕叫时睡去。

"I never want to have kids," I say.

“我永远都不想要孩子”我说。

"I might. If I didn't live here," says Gale.

“要是不住这,我会要的”盖尔说。

"But you do," I say, irritated.

“可你现在住在这”,我说,有些恼火。

"Forget it," he snaps back.

“算了,不说了。”他急促地说。

The conversation feels all wrong. Leave? How could I leave Prim, who is the only person in the world I'm certain I love? And Gale is devoted to his family. We can't leave, so why bother talking about it? And even if we did… even if we did… where did this stuff about having kids come from? There's never been anything romantic between Gale and me. When we met, I was a skinny twelve-year-old, and although he was only two years older, he already looked like a man. It took a long time for us to even become friends, to stop haggling over every trade and begin helping each other out.

我们俩说的话太离谱了。离开十二区?我怎么能离开波丽姆,这世上我唯一爱着的人。盖尔的心也都扑在他家人的身上。我们不可能离开。可为什么盖尔兄弟还这么说?可…可…即使我们真的离开十二区,这些要孩子的鬼话又是从哪里冒出来的?我和盖尔之间无任何浪漫可言。初次见面时,我还一个瘦巴巴的十二岁的孩子,尽管他只比我大两岁,可他看上去已像个大人。我们以前做生意时明争暗斗,时间长了,才成为互助的好友。

Besides, if he wants kids, Gale won't have any trouble finding a wife. He's good-looking, he's strong enough to handle the work in the mines, and he can hunt. You can tell by the way the girls whisper about him when he walks by in school that they want him. It makes me jealous but not for the reason people would think. Good hunting partners are hard to find.

再说了,盖尔如果想要孩子,找个老婆也不在话下。他英俊漂亮,身体强壮,对矿上的活也得心应手。每次他从学校经过时,女孩子们都会悄悄议论他,看得出她们也很喜欢他。这事还真让我挺妒忌,当然不是出于人们想象中的原因,而是因为好猎手很难找得到。

"What do you want to do?" I ask. We can hunt, fish, or gather.

“现在你想干什么?”我问。我们可以打猎、捕鱼或采摘。

"Let's fish at the lake. We can leave our poles and gather in the woods. Get something nice for tonight," he says.

“咱们在湖里捕鱼吧。咱们今天晚上弄点好吃的”他说道。

Tonight. After the reaping, everyone is supposed to celebrate. And a lot of people do, out of relief that their children have been spared for another year. But at least two families will pull their shutters, lock their doors, and try to figure out how they will survive the painful weeks to come.

就在今晚,收获季仪式之后,每个人都会庆祝一番,他们终于可以松一口气,自己的孩子又在一年中幸免了。但至少两个家庭仍会门窗紧闭,他们盘算着如何熬过随后到来的痛苦的数周。

We make out well. The predators ignore us on a day when easier, tastier prey abounds. By late morning, we have a dozen fish, a bag of greens and, best of all, a gallon of strawberries. I found the patch a few years ago, but Gale had the idea to string mesh nets around it to keep out the animals.

我们干得还不错。那些凶猛的食肉动物懒得理睬我们,因为对它们而言,美味的猎物唾手可得。接近中午,我们抓到十二条鱼,摘了一袋野菜,最棒的是,还有一加仑草莓。几年前我发现了一条路径,盖尔又在附近用网子布设了陷阱,野生动物也就不会打扰我们了。

On the way home, we swing by the Hob, the black market that operates in an abandoned warehouse that once held coal. When they came up with a more efficient system that transported the coal directly from the mines to the trains, the Hob gradually took over the space. Most businesses are closed by this time on reaping day, but the black market's still fairly busy. We easily trade six of the fish for good bread, the other two for salt. Greasy Sae, the bony old woman who sells bowls of hot soup from a large kettle, takes half the greens off our hands in exchange for a couple of chunks of paraffin. We might do a tad better elsewhere, but we make an effort to keep on good terms with Greasy Sae. She's the only one who can consistently be counted on to buy wild dog. We don't hunt them on purpose, but if you're attacked and you take out a dog or two, well, meat is meat. "Once it's in the soup, I'll call it beef," Greasy Sae says with a wink. No one in the Seam would turn up their nose at a good leg of wild dog, but the Peacekeepers who come to the Hob can afford to be a little choosier.

在回家的路上要经过些铁架子,我们在那里荡秋千。这里曾是用来储煤的仓库,现在成了黑市。后来人们用更好的办法把煤直接从矿上运到车站,这个地方也就只剩下铁架子。收获季节,大多数生意这个时候已经结束了,可黑市的买卖还相当热火。我们很轻易就出手了六条鱼,换来好吃的面包,另两条换了盐。格雷西·塞,一个瘦骨嶙峋的老女人,经常用大壶盛了热汤来卖。她从我们这换走了一半野菜,我们从她那儿换了两大块蜡。跟别人做生意比跟她做略微划算些,可她是唯一总从我们这里买野狗肉的人。我们并非故意捕杀野狗,只是偶尔被野狗袭击时才捕杀一两只,这也合乎情理,不管怎么说,肉就是肉。“狗肉一下锅,我就管它叫牛肉。”格雷西·塞一边说着,一边眨一下眼睛。“夹缝地带”的人,在闻到香喷喷的狗肉时,没一个人能把鼻子挪开。可那些治安警就比较挑剔。

When we finish our business at the market, we go to the back door of the mayor's house to sell half the strawberries, knowing he has a particular fondness for them and can afford our price. The mayor's daughter, Madge, opens the door. She's in my year at school. Being the mayor's daughter, you'd expect her to be a snob, but she's all right. She just keeps to herself. Like me. Since neither of us really has a group of friends, we seem to end up together a lot at school. Eating lunch, sitting next to each other at assemblies, partnering for sports activities. We rarely talk, which suits us both just fine.

做完黑市的交易,我们去市长家后门,打算卖掉剩下的那半草莓,他特别喜欢草莓而且付得起钱,这点我们都知道。市长的女儿马奇为我们打开门。她在校和我是同一年级。因为是市长的女儿,人们会觉得她肯定是个势利眼,不过还好,她只不过是谨言慎行,不大与人交往,这点与我很相像。因为我们俩都没什么朋友,所以在学校时倒常能在一起,吃饭时一起、集会时相邻而坐、做体育运动时还是搭档。我们彼此间也很少说话,这正适合我们俩的性格。

Today her drab school outfit has been replaced by an expensive white dress, and her blonde hair is done up with a pink ribbon. Reaping clothes.

今天她已经换掉了单调的校服,穿上了一条昂贵的白裙子,金黄的头发也用粉色的丝带扎起来。嗯,这是在收获节仪式上穿的漂亮衣服。

"Pretty dress," says Gale.

“裙子挺漂亮,”盖尔说道。

Madge shoots him a look, trying to see if it's a genuine compliment or if he's just being ironic. It is a pretty dress, but she would never be wearing it ordinarily. She presses her lips together and then smiles. "Well, if I end up going to the Capitol, I want to look nice, don't I?"

马奇立刻瞟了他一眼,看看是真心的夸赞还是在讽刺她。这裙子确实漂亮,可一般的时候她肯定不会穿。刚才她紧闭双唇,此时却露出了微笑。“如果我要去凯匹特,我得打扮漂亮点,不是吗?

Now it's Gale's turn to be confused. Does she mean it? Or is she messing with him? I'm guessing the second.

现在却轮到盖尔露出了一脸的迷惑,她说得是真的吗?还是故意糊弄他?我猜是第二种可能。

"You won't be going to the Capitol," says Gale coolly. His eyes land on a small, circular pin that adorns her dress. Real gold. Beautifully crafted. It could keep a family in bread for months. "What can you have? Five entries? I had six when I was just twelve years old."

“你才不会去凯匹特呢,”盖尔冷冷地说。说着,他的目光落在了马奇裙子上一个小小的圆形别针上,是真金的,手工很精致,这颗别针够一家人吃好几个月的。“你在收获记录上登记了几次?五次?我十二岁时就登记了六次。

"That's not her fault," I say.

“那不是她的错,”我说。

"No, it's no one's fault. Just the way it is," says Gale.

“是的,谁也没错,事情原本就这样。”盖尔说。

Madge's face has become closed off. She puts the money for the berries in my hand. "Good luck, Katniss."

马奇收起了脸上的笑容。她把买草莓的钱放在我手里,“祝你好运,凯特尼斯。

"You, too," I say, and the door closes.

“你也是。”说着,门被关上了。

We walk toward the Seam in silence. I don't like that Gale took a dig at Madge, but he's right, of course. The reaping system is unfair, with the poor getting the worst of it. You become eligible for the reaping the day you turn twelve. That year, your name is entered once. At thirteen, twice. And so on and so on until you reach the age of eighteen, the final year of eligibility, when your name goes into the pool seven times. That's true for every citizen in all twelve districts in the entire country of Panem.

我们在回“夹缝地带”的路上一声不吭。我不喜欢盖尔挖苦马奇,可,当然他说得也没错。收获制度不公平,穷人总得的最少。按规定,任何人到了十二岁就有收获的权利。那一年,名字被登记一次,到了十三岁,就登记两次,依此类推,直到十八岁,就到了连续登记七年的最后一年,整个帕纳姆国的十二个区都是如此。

But here's the catch. Say you are poor and starving as we were. You can opt to add your name more times in exchange for tesserae. Each tessera is worth a meager year's supply of grain and oil for one person. You may do this for each of your family members as well. So, at the age of twelve, I had my name entered four times. Once, because I had to, and three times for tesserae for grain and oil for myself, Prim, and my mother. In fact, every year I have needed to do this. And the entries are cumulative. So now, at the age of sixteen, my name will be in the reaping twenty times. Gale, who is eighteen and has been either helping or single-handedly feeding a family of five for seven years, will have his name in forty-two times.

可问题是,像我们这样挨饿的穷人,名字允许登记多次以换取食品券,一张食品券换取的食物相当于欠收年分配的谷物和油,每个家人也都可以这么做。所以到了十二岁,迫不得已,我的名字已经登记了四次,第一次,是必须登记,另外三次,为我、波丽姆和妈妈得到了三张食品券。事实上,我们每年都得这么干,而登记是累计的。所以现在到了十六岁,我的名字已经正被登记了二十次。而盖尔,在十八岁上,已经独自养活五口之家达七年时间,他的名字已经被登记了四十二次。

You can see why someone like Madge, who has never been at risk of needing a tessera, can set him off. The chance of her name being drawn is very slim compared to those of us who live in the Seam. Not impossible, but slim. And even though the rules were set up by the Capitol, not the districts, certainly not Madge's family, it's hard not to resent those who don't have to sign up for tesserae.

所以不难看出为什么像马奇这样永远不必冒险去领食品券的人会让他生气。和住在“夹缝地带”的其他人相比,她的名字被登记的几率很低。不是不可能,只是很低。尽管规矩是凯匹特定的,而不是十二区,当然更不是马奇家,但对无需登记要食品券的人没有丝毫怨气,也很难做到。

Gale knows his anger at Madge is misdirected. On other days, deep in the woods, I've listened to him rant about how the tesserae are just another tool to cause misery in our district. A way to plant hatred between the starving workers of the Seam and those who can generally count on supper and thereby ensure we will never trust one another. "It's to the Capitol's advantage to have us divided among ourselves," he might say if there were no ears to hear but mine. If it wasn't reaping day. If a girl with a gold pin and no tesserae had not made what I'm sure she thought was a harmless comment.

盖尔心里明白他不该对马奇生气。有时在林子里,他会大声抱怨,说食品券是给第十二区人们制造痛苦的工具。这样做让“夹缝地带”的穷人和有钱有势的人之间埋下仇恨,使他们永远不可能相信彼此。“把我们分裂开来,凯匹特人就可以坐收渔翁之利。”瞅着没人时,他就会这么跟我说。哎,要是现在不是收获季节,要是戴着金胸针又不需要食品券的马奇没说那些话――我相信她说那些话是无意的――那该多好!

As we walk, I glance over at Gale's face, still smoldering underneath his stony expression. His rages seem pointless to me, although I never say so. It's not that I don't agree with him. I do. But what good is yelling about the Capitol in the middle of the woods? It doesn't change anything. It doesn't make things fair. It doesn't fill our stomachs. In fact, it scares off the nearby game. I let him yell though. Better he does it in the woods than in the district.

走在路上,我瞟了一眼盖尔,他依然阴沉着脸。尽管我从来没对他说过,可在我看来,他的气愤毫无意义。并不是我和他想得不一样,我也这么想。可为了凯匹特的事在林子大喊又有什么用?这改变不了什么,不能求得公平,也填不饱肚子。事实上,还会吓跑周围的猎物;可我还是让他吼出来,让他在林子里喊总比在十二区喊要好。

Gale and I divide our spoils, leaving two fish, a couple of loaves of good bread, greens, a quart of strawberries, salt, paraffin, and a bit of money for each.

盖尔和我把剩下的两条鱼、几块好面包、一些野菜、一夸脱草莓、一些盐、石蜡还有一点儿钱平分了。

"See you in the square," I say.

“广场见,”我说。

"Wear something pretty," he says flatly.

“穿得漂亮点儿。”他淡淡地说。

At home, I find my mother and sister are ready to go. My mother wears a fine dress from her apothecary days. Prim is in my first reaping outfit, a skirt and ruffled blouse. It's a bit big on her, but my mother has made it stay with pins. Even so, she's having trouble keeping the blouse tucked in at the back.

到家后,我发现妈妈和妹妹已经准备好要走了。妈妈穿了件她还是作药剂师的女儿时穿的漂亮裙子,波丽姆穿着我第一个收获季节所穿的衣服——一个小裙和一个有褶边的宽松的上衣。她穿着有些大,可妈妈已用别针给她别了起来。即使如此,她上衣的后背还是鼓鼓囊囊的。

A tub of warm water waits for me. I scrub off the dirt and sweat from the woods and even wash my hair. To my surprise, my mother has laid out one of her own lovely dresses for me. A soft blue thing with matching shoes.

一浴盆的热水正等着我。我擦洗着在林子里弄的满身的泥土和汗渍,甚至还洗了头。让我吃惊的是,妈妈竟然拿出她最心爱的一件裙子给我穿,一件淡蓝色的裙子,和鞋子很搭配。

"Are you sure?" I ask. I'm trying to get past rejecting offers of help from her. For a while, I was so angry, I wouldn't allow her to do anything for me. And this is something special. Her clothes from her past are very precious to her.

“您真的让我穿这个?”我问,我试图拒绝她的好意。有一阵,我很生气,我不愿她为我做任何事情。可她今天让我穿上这件衣服,真是很特别,因为妈妈对过去穿过的衣服都十分珍视。

"Of course. Let's put your hair up, too," she says. I let her towel-dry it and braid it up on my head. I can hardly recognize myself in the cracked mirror that leans against the wall.

“当然,来,把你得头发也盘起来吧。”她说。我让她把我的头发用毛巾擦干,然后把头发盘了起来。当我在靠墙的破镜子里照见自己时,简直认不出来了。

"You look beautiful," says Prim in a hushed voice.

“你看起来很漂亮,”波丽姆的小声说。

"And nothing like myself," I say. I hug her, because I know these next few hours will be terrible for her. Her first reaping. She's about as safe as you can get, since she's only entered once. I wouldn't let her take out any tesserae. But she's worried about me. That the unthinkable might happen.

“这不太像平常的我。”我说着,拥抱了妈妈,因为我知道随后的几个小时对她来讲是十分可怕的。她的第一个收获节仪式,几乎没有什么危险,她只参加了一次,我也不让她领食品券。可她很为我担心,怕最难以料想的事情发生。

I protect Prim in every way I can, but I'm powerless against the reaping. The anguish I always feel when she's in pain wells up in my chest and threatens to register on my face. I notice her blouse has pulled out of her skirt in the back again and force myself to stay calm. "Tuck your tail in, little duck," I say, smoothing the blouse back in place.

我一直在尽我的一切力量保护波丽姆,可对于收获节仪式,我却为她做不了什么。一想到她在受苦,我的心里很痛苦,不由地表露在脸上。我发现她的上衣又从裙子里跑出来了,我强让自己保持冷静。“把你得尾巴收起来,小鸭子。”我说着,把上衣给她抚平,塞了回去。

Prim giggles and gives me a small "Quack."

波丽姆咯咯地笑着,对我轻轻学了声鸭子叫“呱呱”。

"Quack yourself," I say with a light laugh. The kind only Prim can draw out of me. "Come on, let's eat," I say and plant a quick kiss on the top of her head.

“呱你个头,”我轻笑着说道,只有波丽姆才能引得我发出笑声。“快点,吃饭吧。”我说,在她的头上轻轻吻了一下。

The fish and greens are already cooking in a stew, but that will be for supper. We decide to save the strawberries and bakery bread for this evening's meal, to make it special we say. Instead we drink milk from Prim's goat, Lady, and eat the rough bread made from the tessera grain, although no one has much appetite anyway.

锅里正炖着鱼和野菜,这就是我们的晚饭。我们决定把草莓和烤面包留着晚饭吃。我们对自己说,要让晚饭特别一些。我们喝着羊奶,是波丽姆养的一头名叫“夫人”的羊产的,吃着用食品券换来的谷物烤制的粗糙面包,大家都没什么胃口。

At one o'clock, we head for the square. Attendance is mandatory unless you are on death's door. This evening, officials will come around and check to see if this is the case. If not, you'll be imprisoned.

一点钟,我们朝广场走去。只要不是快死了,大家都必须去。晚上,官员会挨家查看,如果无故不到,就会被投入监狱。

It's too bad, really, that they hold the reaping in the square -- one of the few places in District 12 that can be pleasant. The square's surrounded by shops, and on public market days, especially if there's good weather, it has a holiday feel to it. But today, despite the bright banners hanging on the buildings, there's an air of grimness. The camera crews, perched like buzzards on rooftops, only add to the effect.

收获节仪式要在广场举行,真是太糟了,真的,广场是十二区为数不多的令人感到愉快的地方。它的四周都是商店,如果在公共集市日,特别是赶上一个好天气,广场就充满节日的气氛。但今天,即使旗子在屋顶飘扬,空气中仍充满着冷酷的气氛。摄影师盘踞在屋顶,像秃鹰一样,更加重了这种感觉。

People file in silently and sign in. The reaping is a good opportunity for the Capitol to keep tabs on the population as well. Twelve- through eighteen-year-olds are herded into roped areas marked off by ages, the oldest in the front, the young ones, like Prim, toward the back. Family members line up around the perimeter, holding tightly to one another's hands. But there are others, too, who have no one they love at stake, or who no longer care, who slip among the crowd, taking bets on the two kids whose names will be drawn. Odds are given on their ages, whether they're Seam or merchant, if they will break down and weep. Most refuse dealing with the racketeers but carefully, carefully. These same people tend to be informers, and who hasn't broken the law? I could be shot on a daily basis for hunting, but the appetites of those in charge protect me. Not everyone can claim the same.

人们排着队悄无声息地向前走,签上自己的名字。收获节仪式也是凯匹特人清点人头的好时机。十二岁到十八岁的青少年被赶到用绳索围起来的区域,外面是中老年人,最大的站在最前边,越年轻的越靠后,像波丽姆,站在最后面。家人站在绳索区的外围,手紧紧拉在一起。还有一些人在这生死攸关的时候没有什么可牵挂的人,或者干脆不在乎的,就混在人群中,打赌看哪两家的孩子被选中。有的赌被选中者的年龄,也有的赌他们是来自“夹缝地带”还是商人,也有的赌看谁先崩溃或哭泣。多数人不愿上骗子的当,非常非常小心;而这些人同样也可能是告密者。谁没干过违法的事?我因为打猎,每天都可能被处死。可那些管事的人对猎物的口腹之欲保护了我。一个人一个样,在十二区,什么样的人都有。

Anyway, Gale and I agree that if we have to choose between dying of hunger and a bullet in the head, the bullet would be much quicker.

不管怎么说,在饿死和脑袋挨枪子之间,我和盖尔觉得自己都会选挨枪子,毕竟挨枪子要快的多。

The space gets tighter, more claustrophobic as people arrive. The square's quite large, but not enough to hold District 12's population of about eight thousand. Latecomers are directed to the adjacent streets, where they can watch the event on screens as it's televised live by the state.

广场上十分拥挤,来的人越来越拥多,简直令人窒息。这个广场很大,但还不足以装下十二区大约八千人口。晚到的人被指挥站在街边的位置,在那他们可以看到国家电视台直播节目。

I find myself standing in a clump of sixteens from the Seam. We all exchange terse nods then focus our attention on the temporary stage that is set up before the Justice Building. It holds three chairs, a podium, and two large glass balls, one for the boys and one for the girls. I stare at the paper slips in the girls' ball. Twenty of them have Katniss Everdeen written on them in careful handwriting.

我站在一群来自“夹缝地带”的十六岁青年人中间。我们微微点头打个招呼,之后就把注意力集中在法院大楼前临时搭起的台子上。台子上有三把椅子,一个讲席台,还有两个大玻璃球,分别用于男女选手的抽签活动。我盯着女选手抽签用的玻璃球里的纸条,其中有二十个条子,上面工工整整地写着“凯特尼斯·伊夫迪恩”。

Two of the three chairs fill with Madge's father, Mayor Undersee, who's a tall, balding man, and Effie Trinket, District 12's escort, fresh from the Capitol with her scary white grin, pinkish hair, and spring green suit. They murmur to each other and then look with concern at the empty seat.

马奇的爸爸——市长安德塞,一个秃顶的高个,坐在一张椅子上;艾菲·特琳奇——来自凯匹特,负责十二事物的专员,坐在另一张椅子上。她的头发略带桃红色,身着嫩绿色的套装,正露出雪白的牙齿笑着,她的笑令人毛骨悚然。他们低声说着什么,然后不安地看着那张空着的椅子。

Just as the town clock strikes two, the mayor steps up to the podium and begins to read. It's the same story every year. He tells of the history of Panem, the country that rose up out of the ashes of a place that was once called North America. He lists the disasters, the droughts, the storms, the fires, the encroaching seas that swallowed up so much of the land, the brutal war for what little sustenance remained. The result was Panem, a shining Capitol ringed by thirteen districts, which brought peace and prosperity to its citizens. Then came the Dark Days, the uprising of the districts against the Capitol. Twelve were defeated, the thirteenth obliterated. The Treaty of Treason gave us the new laws to guarantee peace and, as our yearly reminder that the Dark Days must never be repeated, it gave us the Hunger Games.

镇里的大钟敲响两下,市长站起来走到讲席台上,开始宣读开幕词。年年如此。他讲了帕纳姆国的历史,它是一个建立在一片废墟之上,原来叫作北美洲地方。他历数了这个国家所遭受的各种灾难,包括干旱、暴风雨、火灾、不断吞噬大片土地的海水,以及生灵涂炭的残酷战争,直至最终建立起给人民带来和平与繁荣的帕纳姆国――一个以凯匹特为神圣中心、由十三个区组成的王国。可黑暗的时期来临了,各区暴动,反对凯匹特的统治。结果其中十二个区被打败,第十三区被灭。惩处叛逆的条约中制定了新的法律,以保证和平,也是为了每年提醒人们永远不要再让这段黑暗的历史重演。

The rules of the Hunger Games are simple. In punishment for the uprising, each of the twelve districts must provide one girl and one boy, called tributes, to participate. The twenty-four tributes will be imprisoned in a vast outdoor arena that could hold anything from a burning desert to a frozen wasteland. Over a period of several weeks, the competitors must fight to the death. The last tribute standing wins.

根据新法律创立了“猎杀游戏”,游戏规则十分简单:作为对暴乱者的惩罚,十二个区中,每个区选派被称为“贡品”的男女青少年各一名,去参加比赛。这二十四名选手被关在一个巨大的室外竞技场内,里面有从炎热的沙漠到寒冷的荒原等各种各样的地形地貌和气候条件。在几周的时间内,所有的贡品必须战斗到死,最后的幸存者就是最终的胜出者。

Taking the kids from our districts, forcing them to kill one another while we watch -- this is the Capitol's way of reminding us how totally we are at their mercy. How little chance we would stand of surviving another rebellion. Whatever words they use, the real message is clear. "Look how we take your children and sacrifice them and there's nothing you can do. If you lift a finger, we will destroy every last one of you. Just as we did in District Thirteen."

把孩子从他们的亲人身边带走,迫使他们相互残杀,还让我们观看。凯匹特就是这样使我们牢记他们所给予“恩赐”。而孩子们在混乱的搏杀中,生存的机会又是多么的微乎其微。无论他们怎样巧言如簧,所表达的意思只有一个,“看,我们可以带走你们的孩子,让他们用自己的命去做献祭,你们也无可奈何。要是你们敢抬一根指头,我们就会毁掉你们,一个不剩,就像我们灭掉第十三区一样。

To make it humiliating as well as torturous, the Capitol requires us to treat the Hunger Games as a festivity, a sporting event pitting every district against the others. The last tribute alive receives a life of ease back home, and their district will be showered with prizes, largely consisting of food. All year, the Capitol will show the winning district gifts of grain and oil and even delicacies like sugar while the rest of us battle starvation.

为了进一步折磨和羞辱我们,凯匹特还要求我们把这项活动当作一次节日的欢庆,当作让各区之间相互竞技的体育运动。最后一个幸存者可以回家安度余生,而他或她所在的区也会得到各种奖励,大部分是食物。整整一年,凯匹特会炫耀奖励给获胜区的各种礼物,包括粮食、油,甚至还有糖这样的美味;而剩下的各区不得不在饥饿中苦苦挣扎。

"It is both a time for repentance and a time for thanks," intones the mayor.

“这是一个悔改的时机,也是一个感恩的时机。”市长以单调的长音念道。

Then he reads the list of past District 12 victors. In seventy-four years, we have had exactly two. Only one is still alive. Haymitch Abernathy, a paunchy, middle-aged man, who at this moment appears hollering something unintelligible, staggers onto the stage, and falls into the third chair. He's drunk. Very. The crowd responds with its token applause, but he's confused and tries to give Effie Trinket a big hug, which she barely manages to fend off.

然后他宣读了以前十二区获胜者的名单。在过去整整七十四年中,我们只有两名获胜者,而只有其中的一个现在还活着,他就是黑密斯·阿伯纳瑟,一个大肚子中年男人。此时他走上台子,嘴里含混不清地抱怨着什么,然后跌坐在第三张椅子上。他已喝得烂醉如泥。人群发出象征性的掌声,可他还迷糊者,上去用力拥抱了一下艾菲·特琳奇,而她想推挡却无力拒绝。

The mayor looks distressed. Since all of this is being televised, right now District 12 is the laughingstock of Panem, and he knows it. He quickly tries to pull the attention back to the reaping by introducing Effie Trinket.

市长看上去很不快。现场正在进行实况转播,而十二区也会成为整个帕纳姆国的笑料,他很清楚这点。他快速转而对艾菲·特琳奇进行介绍,以把人们的注意力迅速拉回到收获节庆典活动上。

Bright and bubbly as ever, Effie Trinket trots to the podium and gives her signature, "Happy Hunger Games! And may the odds be ever in your favor!" Her pink hair must be a wig because her curls have shifted slightly off-center since her encounter with Haymitch. She goes on a bit about what an honor it is to be here, although everyone knows she's just aching to get bumped up to a better district where they have proper victors, not drunks who molest you in front of the entire nation.

艾菲·特琳奇仍像以前一样春风满面,她快速走到讲席台,发出庆典活动开始的信号,“猎杀游戏快乐,祝你们好运!”她的桃红色头发肯定是假发,被黑密斯拥抱过后,发卷微微歪向一边。她又说了些很荣幸能来到这里之类的话,可大家心里都清楚,她正为这事懊丧无比,因为这个区的胜出者碰巧是个醉汉,让她当着全国人的面出了丑。

Through the crowd, I spot Gale looking back at me with a ghost of a smile. As reapings go, this one at least has a slight entertainment factor. But suddenly I am thinking of Gale and his forty-two names in that big glass ball and how the odds are not in his favor. Not compared to a lot of the boys. And maybe he's thinking the same thing about me because his face darkens and he turns away. "But there are still thousands of slips," I wish I could whisper to him.

在人群中,我看到盖尔正一脸诡秘的微笑,回视着我。在收获节仪式上,他这么笑还真有点逗。可我突然想起盖尔和他的四十二张纸条也在那个大玻璃球里,和其他的孩子比起来,形式对他并不十分有利。也许他也是这么想我的,他的脸突然阴沉下来,扭过头去。“可还有其他几千张纸条呢。”我真想这么跟他说。

It's time for the drawing. Effie Trinket says as she always does, "Ladies first!" and crosses to the glass ball with the girls' names. She reaches in, digs her hand deep into the ball, and pulls out a slip of paper. The crowd draws in a collective breath and then you can hear a pin drop, and I'm feeling nauseous and so desperately hoping that it's not me, that it's not me, that it's not me.

抽签的时间到了。艾菲·特琳奇像往常那样说道:“女士优先!”,然后走到装着女孩名字的玻璃球前。她伸进手去,一直到球的底部,从里面拿出一张纸条。人群都屏住了呼吸,这时即使掉在地上一根针都能听到。我的内心也在翻腾着,拼命地盼着千万不要是我,不要是我,不要是我。

Effie Trinket crosses back to the podium, smoothes the slip of paper, and reads out the name in a clear voice. And it's not me. It's Primrose Everdeen.

艾菲·特琳奇又走回到讲席台,她把纸条抚平,用清晰的声音念出来。她念出的名字不是我,是――波丽姆·伊娃迪恩。



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