Sixty seconds. That's how long we're required to stand on our metal circles before the sound of a gong releases us. Step off before the minute is up, and land mines blow your legs off. Sixty seconds to take in the ring of tributes all equidistant from the Cornucopia, a giant golden horn shaped like a cone with a curved tail, the mouth of which is at least twenty feet high, spilling over with the things that will give us life here in the arena. Food, containers of water, weapons, medicine, garments, fire starters. Strewn around the Cornucopia are other supplies, their value decreasing the farther they are from the horn. For instance, only a few steps from my feet lies a three-foot square of plastic. Certainly it could be of some use in a downpour. But there in the mouth, I can see a tent pack that would protect from almost any sort of weather. If I had the guts to go in and fight for it against the other twenty-three tributes. Which I have been instructed not to do.
六十秒。按要求我们要在圆形金属板内站立六十秒,直至听到铜罗声,才能走开。提前一秒钟,地雷就会把腿炸断。在这六十秒内,所有的“贡品”围成一圈,与宙斯之角等距离站立。宙斯之角是一个巨大的金色圆锥体,尾端成螺旋状。宙斯之角的开口处至少有二十英尺高,里面堆满了我们在竞技场中使用的补给品:食物、盛水的器具、武器、药物、衣服、取火器。宙斯之角的四周摆满了其他的补给品,这些物品离宙斯之角越远,价值就越低。例如:在离我仅几步之遥的地方放着一个三英尺宽的塑料布。当然,下大雨时会用得到。可是在宙斯之角的开口处,我看到一顶帐篷,几乎可以应对所有的天气。只有我有勇气和其他二十三个“贡品”拼死争夺,才有可能拿到它。可我的指令是不要去拿。
We're on a flat, open stretch of ground. A plain of hard-packed dirt. Behind the tributes across from me, I can see nothing, indicating either a steep downward slope or even a cliff. To my right lies a lake. To my left and back, sparse piney woods. This is where Haymitch would want me to go. Immediately.
我们站在一片开阔、平坦的土地上,地面坚硬结实。在我对面“贡品”的背后,空无一物,这表明他身后不是陡坡就是悬崖。我右侧是一个湖泊,我的左侧和后面,是稀疏的松木林子。这是黑密斯希望我逃奔的方向。要快!
I hear his instructions in my head. "Just clear out, put as much distance as you can between yourselves and the others, and find a source of water."
他的指令仍在我耳边回响。“赶快撤离,你们俩要尽量远离彼此和他人,然后找到水源。
I'm fast. I can sprint faster than any of the girls in our school although a couple can beat me in distance races. But this forty-yard length, this is what I am built for. I know I can get it, I know I can reach it first, but then the question is how quickly can I get out of there? By the time I've scrambled up the packs and grabbed the weapons, others will have reached the horn, and one or two I might be able to pick off, but say there's a dozen, at that close range, they could take me down with the spears and the clubs. Or their own powerful fists.
我跑得很快。在学校的女孩里,除了一两个人在长距离赛跑中能胜过我,其他赛跑我都是第一。这四十码是最适合我快跑的距离。我知道我可以拿得到,我可以最先跑到。但接下来的问题是,我能从那里快速跑出来吗?等到我爬上那堆物品,抓到武器时,其他人也跑到宙斯之角,一两个人我也许还能对付,可如果说有十几个人,在那么近的距离,他们可以用矛或棍子或者自己有力的拳头把我打倒。
But it's tempting, so tempting, when I see the bounty waiting there before me. And I know that if I don't get it, someone else will. That the Career Tributes who survive the bloodbath will divide up most of these life-sustaining spoils. Something catches my eye. There, resting on a mound of blanket rolls, is a silver sheath of arrows and a bow, already strung, just waiting to be engaged. That's mine, I think. It's meant for me.
可那些摆在面前的丰厚物品对我的诱惑力太大了。我知道如果我拿不到,别人就会拿到,知道那些在血拼中能存活下来的“职业选手”会分享那些维持生命的物品。在那些物品中有一件东西特别吸引我,那就是装在银色护套中的弓和箭,已经装好了弦,就等上箭了。‘那是我的’我想,‘是专门为我准备的。’
Haymitch has never seen me run. Maybe if he had he'd tell me to go for it. Get the weapon. Since that's the very weapon that might be my salvation. And I only see one bow in that whole pile. I know the minute must be almost up and will have to decide what my strategy will be and I find myself positioning my feet to run, not away into the surrounding forests but toward the pile, toward the bow. When suddenly I notice Peeta, he's about five tributes to my right, quite a fair distance, still I can tell he's looking at me and I think he might be shaking his head. But the sun's in my eyes, and while I'm puzzling over it the gong rings out.
黑密斯从未见过我跑,不然的话也许他会让我去拿到弓箭,因为这是唯一能救我命的武器。而在那堆东西中,被我看在眼里的只有那把弓箭。时间在一秒秒流逝,我必须赶快做出决定,我发现自己已做好了奔跑的准备,不是跑向松林而是跑向宙斯之角,跑向弓箭。这时我突然看到了皮塔,他隔着大约五个“贡品”站在我右侧,这个距离很公平。我能感觉到他在看着我,他似乎正冲我摇头。可太阳很刺眼,我正想的当儿,铜锣已经响了。
And I've missed it! I've missed my chance! Because those extra couple of seconds I've lost by not being ready are enough to change my mind about going in. My feet shuffle for a moment, confused at the direction my brain wants to take and then I lunge forward, scoop up the sheet of plastic and a loaf of bread. The pickings are so small and I'm so angry with Peeta for distracting me that I sprint in twenty yards to retrieve a bright orange backpack that could hold anything because I can't stand leaving with virtually nothing.
那一瞬间,我错过了,错过了最佳时机!开始的几秒我没能做好准备,就足以让我改变冲向宙斯之角的主意了。我犹疑着,不知该往哪个方向跑。紧接着,我猛往前跑,拿起地上的塑料布和一块面包。我的东西少得可怜,我真恨皮特在这个时候分我的神。我又向前疾跑了二十码,拿到一个鲜艳的橘色背包,因为我不能忍受在几乎一无所有的情况下离开。
Still, I won't be the only target. I'm betting many of the other tributes would pass up a smaller girl, even one who scored an eleven in training, to take out their more fierce adversaries.
但是,我也并不是他们攻击的唯一目标,我想他们也许会忽略一个小个头的女孩,就算她在训练中得了十一分,他们可能回去对付更强劲的对手。
Already other tributes have reached the Cornucopia and are spreading out to attack. Yes, the girl from District 2, ten yards away, running toward me, one hand clutching a half-dozen knives. I've seen her throw in training. She never misses. And I'm her next target.
其他“贡品”已到达宙斯之角,他们开始互相厮杀。是的,那个二区的女孩离我有十码远,正向我跑来,手里握着六把刀。我训练时,我看到过她抛刀,她从未失手,我是她下一个目标。
All the general fear I've been feeling condenses into an immediate fear of this girl, this predator who might kill me in seconds. Adrenaline shoots through me and I sling the pack over one shoulder and run full-speed for the woods. I can hear the blade whistling toward me and reflexively hike the pack up to protect my head. The blade lodges in the pack. Both straps on my shoulders now, I make for the trees. Somehow I know the girl will not pursue me. That she'll be drawn back into the Cornucopia before all the good stuff is gone. A grin crosses my face. Thanks for the knife, I think.
先前对所有事物的恐惧此时变成了对这一个女孩的恐惧,这是个可以在几秒钟内杀死我的食肉动物。肾上腺素在我体内急速分泌,我把包背在一侧肩上,使尽全力朝林子跑去。我听到刀子在我身后发出嗖嗖的声音,我把包抬高护住头部。刀子插在了背包上。此时我已把包背在双肩,并极力朝林子奔去。不知怎的,我知道那个女孩不会再追我了,她会在所有的东西被拿光之前,再跑回宙斯之角。我裂开嘴笑了,‘亏了有这把刀。’我想。
A boy, I think from District 9, reaches the pack at the same time I do and for a brief time we grapple for it and then he coughs, splattering my face with blood. I stagger back, repulsed by the warm, sticky spray. Then the boy slips to the ground. That's when I see the knife in his back.
一个男孩,我想是九区的,和我同时跑到背包那里,我们同时抓包的瞬间,他咳嗽了一下,我的脸上立刻溅满鲜血。我踉跄着向后腿了一步,黏黏热热的血让我觉得恶心。接着,那个男孩颓然倒在地上,这时,我看到他的背上插着一把刀。
At the edge of the woods I turn for one instant to survey the field. About a dozen or so tributes are hacking away at one another at the horn. Several lie dead already on the ground. Those who have taken flight are disappearing into the trees or into the void opposite me. I continue running until the woods have hidden me from the other tributes then slow into a steady jog that I think I can maintain for a while. For the next few hours, I alternate between jogging and walking, putting as much distance as I can between myself and my competitors. I lost my bread during the struggle with the boy from District 9 but managed to stuff my plastic in my sleeve so as I walk I fold it neatly and tuck it into a pocket. I also free the knife -- it's a fine one with a long sharp blade, serrated near the handle, which will make it handy for sawing through things -- and slide it into my belt. I don't dare stop to examine the contents of the pack yet. I just keep moving, pausing only to check for pursuers.
跑到林子边时,我回头看了一眼。大约有十几个“贡品”正在那堆供给品上你争我夺,一些人躺在地上,已经被杀身亡。有幸逃出的人已经消失在林子里或跑到我对面的地带。我不停地奔跑,直到逃出其他“贡品”的视线之外,然后我开始慢跑,这样能多坚持一段。在以后的几个小时时间里,我时而慢跑,时而快走,尽可能远离我的对手。我和九区的男孩抢包的时候失去了面包,但当时我尽量把塑料布塞到袖子里。我边走边把它叠成整齐的小块。我把刀子也拔了下来,别在腰带上。这把刀不错,长而锋利的刀刃,在靠近刀柄处还有锯齿,方便切割。我还不敢停下来检查包里的物品,只是不停的向前走,偶尔停一下,看看是否有人追踪。
I can go a long time. I know that from my days in the woods. But I will need water. That was Haymitch's second instruction, and since I sort of botched the first, I keep a sharp eye out for any sign of it. No luck.
我能走很长时间,我在十二区丛林中时,就知道这一点。可我还需要水。这是黑密斯的第二道指令。他的第一道指令我没能很好地遵守,因而此时我特别留心着水源。毫无踪影。运气差!
The ground slopes down. I don't particularly like this. Valleys make me feel trapped. I want to be high, like in the hills around District 12, where I can see my enemies approaching. But I have no choice but to keep going.
前面是下坡,我不太喜欢下坡。峡谷让我有种幽闭感。我喜欢地势高的地方,就像十二区的山坡,在那,我可以看到靠近的猎物。在这,我却别无选择,只能不停地朝前走。
Funny though, I don't feel too bad. The days of gorging myself have paid off. I've got staying power even though I'm short on sleep. Being in the woods is rejuvenating. I'm glad for the solitude, even though it's an illusion, because I'm probably on-screen right now. Not consistently but off and on. There are so many deaths to show the first day that a tribute trekking through the woods isn't much to look at. But they'll show me enough to let people know I'm alive, uninjured and on the move. One of the heaviest days of betting is the opening, when the initial casualties come in. But that can't compare to what happens as the field shrinks to a handful of players.
可笑的是,我并不觉得太糟。前一阵大吃大喝有了效果,就算睡得少,我也精力充沛,因为丛林为我注入了活力。我喜欢独处,尽管只是想象中的,因为也许我现在正出现在屏幕上。当然不是连续不断,而是时断时续。第一天死了那么多人,一个“贡品”在林中独行也没什么好看的。但也会播放少许有关我的镜头,以使观众确定我还活着、没受伤、正在向前走。猎杀游戏开始的第一天是赌博下注最多的一天,这一天产生了最早伤亡人员。在这一切都无法与比赛接近尾声时少数选手的厮杀来得惊心动魄。
The woods begin to evolve, and the pines are intermixed with a variety of trees, some I recognize, some completely foreign to me. At one point, I hear a noise and pull my knife, thinking I may have to defend myself, but I've only startled a rabbit. "Good to see you," I whisper. If there's one rabbit, there could be hundreds just waiting to be snared.
林带开始变化,松树中夹杂出现了许多其他树种,有些我认识,有些完全陌生。走到一处,我突然听到了什么声响,拔出刀子,准备自卫。可我很快发现只是惊走了一只兔子。“很高兴见到你。”我轻声说。如果林子发现一只兔子,那就意味着能有上百只兔子可以捕猎。
It's late afternoon when I begin to hear the cannons. Each shot represents a dead tribute. The fighting must have finally stopped at the Cornucopia. They never collect the bloodbath bodies until the killers have dispersed. On the opening day, they don't even fire the cannons until the initial fighting's over because it's too hard to keep track of the fatalities. I allow myself to pause, panting, as I count the shots. One… two… three… on and on until they reach eleven. Eleven dead in all. Thirteen left to play. My fingernails scrape at the dried blood the boy from District 9 coughed into my face. He's gone, certainly. I wonder about Peeta. Has he lasted through the day? I'll know in a few hours. When they project the dead's images into the sky for the rest of us to see.
接近黄昏时,我听到了炮声,每一声都代表着一个死去的“贡品”。围绕宙斯之角的战斗肯定已经结束了。只有杀人者完全散开之后,他们才会把倒在血泊中的死者抬走。在猎杀游戏开始的第一天,因为死者的人数难以追踪确定,因此要等战斗结束后才会鸣响炮声。我停住脚步,心突突的跳着,数着炮声,一、二、三…炮声一直响了十一下才停下来。总共死了十一个。还有十三个留下来继续比赛。我用指甲划掉九区的男孩溅在我脸上的血干。当然,他已经死了,皮塔呢?他活过今天了吗?我在几个小时之后就会知道,那时他们会把死者的影像发射到空中,让其他“贡品”看到。
All of a sudden, I'm overwhelmed by the thought that Peeta may be already lost, bled white, collected, and in the process of being transported back to the Capitol to be cleaned up, redressed, and shipped in a simple wooden box back to District 12. No longer here. Heading home. I try hard to remember if I saw him once the action started. But the last image I can conjure up is Peeta shaking his head as the gong rang out.
想到这,我突然一阵寒战,我感觉皮塔也许已经死了,流了好多血、脸色苍白,他已被人抬走,正在运回凯匹特进行清洗、穿衣,之后装在简朴的木棺中送回十二区。他已不在这里了。正在回家的路上,我设法回忆行动开始时我是否看到了他,但我能拼凑起来的最后印象是铜锣敲响时他在对我摇头。
I flip open the flap. What I want most, right at this moment, is water. Haymitch's directive to immediately find water was not arbitrary. I won't last long without it. For a few days, I'll be able to function with unpleasant symptoms of dehydration, but after that I'll deteriorate into helplessness and be dead in a week, tops.
我打开背包盖,此时我最需要的是水。黑密斯要我尽快找到水源的指令不是随意做出的。没有水我坚持不了多久,没几天,我就会因脱水而身体不适,之后我会越来越糟,直至一周后死去,最多一周。
Maybe it's better, if he's gone already. He had no confidence he could win. And I will not end up with the unpleasant task of killing him. Maybe it's better if he's out of this for good.
也许他走了更好,他对于赢并没有信心,我也不必为最终面临不得不杀死他的绝境而无比烦恼。也许对他而言,永远退出了这场搏杀是件幸事。
I slump down next to my pack, exhausted. I need to go through it anyway before night falls. See what I have to work with. As I unhook the straps, I can feel it's sturdily made although a rather unfortunate color. This orange will practically glow in the dark. I make a mental note to camouflage it first thing tomorrow.
我已经累极了,跌坐在地上,身旁放着背包,不管怎样,我要在天黑前完成艰难的跋涉。看看我还能干点什么。我打开背包,我发现这包很结实,但颜色很糟糕,橘黄色会在夜晚发光,我暗自提醒自己明早第一件事就是把它伪装好。
I carefully lay out the provisions. One thin black sleeping bag that reflects body heat. A pack of crackers. A pack of dried beef strips. A bottle of iodine. A box of wooden matches. A small coil of wire. A pair of sunglasses. And a half-gallon plastic bottle with a cap for carrying water that's bone dry.
我小心地拿出里面的补给品:一个可反射体温的薄薄的睡袋、一盒火柴、一小卷线、一副太阳镜、一个半加仑容量的空塑料水壶。
No water. How hard would it have been for them to fill up the bottle? I become aware of the dryness in my throat and mouth, the cracks in my lips. I've been moving all day long. It's been hot and I've sweat a lot. I do this at home, but there are always streams to drink from, or snow to melt if it should come to it.
没有水。究竟他们装满水壶又有多难呢?我开始感到口干舌燥、嘴唇干裂。我已经连跑带走一整天了,天很热,我又出来很多汗。在家时也有这样的情况,可总能找到溪水或者融化的雪水来解渴。
As I refill my pack I have an awful thought. The lake. The one I saw while I was waiting for the gong to sound. What if that's the only water source in the arena? That way they'll guarantee drawing us in to fight. The lake is a full day's journey from where I sit now, a much harder journey with nothing to drink. And then, even if I reach it, it's sure to be heavily guarded by some of the Career Tributes. I'm about to panic when I remember the rabbit I startled earlier today. It has to drink, too. I just have to find out where.
我把东西重新装回包里,这时一个可怕的想法突然攫住了我。那个湖,在我们等待铜锣敲响时看到的那个湖,如果那是竞技场唯一的水源怎么办?那样任何人想挣扎着找到水喝的人都会有一场恶斗,而那个湖离我现在坐着的地方有整整一天的路程。一路焦渴的回到那里肯定比来时要艰难得多。即使我回到了那里,肯定有几个职业“贡品”严密把守。我内心一阵慌乱,这时我突然想起了今早吓跑的小兔子,它也要喝水的呀!我只要能找到它在哪里喝水就行。
Twilight is closing in and I am ill at ease. The trees are too thin to offer much concealment. The layer of pine needles that muffles my footsteps also makes tracking animals harder when I need their trails to find water. And I'm still heading downhill, deeper and deeper into a valley that seems endless.
已近黄昏,我不能安歇。这里林木太稀疏,不能用于藏身。松针盖住了动物的脚印,靠追踪它们找到水源就更加困难了。我仍然在向山下走,越来越深入到这看似乎永无尽头峡谷中。
In another hour, it's clear I've got to find a place to camp. Night creatures are coming out. I can hear the occasional hoot or howl, my first clue that I'll be competing with natural predators for the rabbits. As to whether I'll be viewed as a source of food, it's too soon to tell. There could be any number of animals stalking me at this moment.
又过了一个小时,我感到自己确实需要休息了。夜间动物都已经开始活动,我可以偶尔听到远处传来的猫头鹰和其他动物的叫声。这是最初的信号,证明我在与食肉动物争夺兔子吃。至于我是否也会被当作食物,现在还说不上。此时恐怕有很多动物正在偷偷靠近,准备猎杀我。
But right now, I decide to make my fellow tributes a priority. I'm sure many will continue hunting through the night. Those who fought it out at the Cornucopia will have food, an abundance of water from the lake, torches or flashlights, and weapons they're itching to use. I can only hope I've traveled far and fast enough to be out of range.
但现在,对付那些对手是我要首先考虑的问题。我肯定夜间也会有很多“贡品”在继续捕杀行动。那些在宙斯之角厮杀的人会得到食物、湖里的水、火炬、手电筒和他们急于要使用的武器。我只能指望我已经走得够远,超出他们目前的捕猎范围。
I'm hungry, too, but I don't dare break into my precious store of crackers and beef yet. Instead, I take my knife and go to work on a pine tree, cutting away the outer bark and scraping off a large handful of the softer inner bark. I slowly chew the stuff as I walk along. After a week of the finest food in the world, it's a little hard to choke down. But I've eaten plenty of pine in my life. I'll adjust quickly.
饥饿同时向我袭来,可我不敢吃宝贵的饼干和牛肉。我用刀剌下一块松树皮,刮下里面比较嫩的部分,放在嘴里,边走边嚼。吃了一周世界上最精美的食物,这东西的确有些难以下咽。可我以前吃过很多松树皮,很快就能适应。
I pick my tree carefully. A willow, not terribly tall but set in a clump of other willows, offering concealment in those long, flowing tresses. I climb up, sticking to the stronger branches close to the trunk, and find a sturdy fork for my bed. It takes some doing, but I arrange the sleeping bag in a relatively comfortable manner. I place my backpack in the foot of the bag, then slide in after it. As a precaution, I remove my belt, loop it all the way around the branch and my sleeping bag, and refasten it at my waist. Now if I roll over in my sleep, I won't go crashing to the ground. I'm small enough to tuck the top of the bag over my head, but I put on my hood as well. As night falls, the air is cooling quickly. Despite the risk I took in getting the backpack, I know now it was the right choice. This sleeping bag, radiating back and preserving my body heat, will be invaluable. I'm sure there are several other tributes whose biggest concern right now is how to stay warm whereas I may actually be able to get a few hours of sleep. If only I wasn't so thirsty…
我精心挑选了一棵柳树,不很高,但却和其他柳树紧挨着,有长长的、飘动的枝条,十分隐秘。我爬到树上一个紧挨着树干的树枝,找了一个结实的树杈放好睡袋,很费了一番力气。我把睡袋放在相对舒服的位置,又把背包放在睡袋脚头,之后钻了进去。为了更安全,我把皮带解下来,绕着睡袋和树枝绑了一圈,在手腕的位置把它勒紧。现在就算我睡着时翻身,也不会摔到地上。我身材瘦小,正好睡袋可以盖住头顶,我把睡袋兜帽也盖上。到了深夜,气温会很快下降。尽管抢背包时冒了很大的险,可现在看来我的选择没错。这个睡袋可以很好地保持我的体温,真实无价之宝。我肯定有些“贡品”此时最担心的是如何保暖,而我还可以睡几个小时。要是没这么渴该有多好…
Before settling down, I take my wire and set two twitch-up snares in the brush. I know it's risky to be setting traps, but food will go so fast out here. And I can't set snares on the run. Still, I walk another five minutes before making camp.
在休息之前,我用绳索做两个诱捕圈套。我清楚现在做圈套很危险,但食物很快就会告罄,而我也不可能边逃跑,边做圈套。之后我又走了五分钟找到宿营地。
The first to appear is the girl from District 3. That means that the Career Tributes from 1 and 2 have all survived. No surprise there. Then the boy from 4. I didn't expect that one, usually all the Careers make it through the first day. The boy from District 5… I guess the fox-faced girl made it. Both tributes from 6 and 7. The boy from 8. Both from 9. Yes, there's the boy who I fought for the backpack. I've run through my fingers, only one more dead tribute to go. Is it Peeta? No, there's the girl from District 10. That's it. The Capitol seal is back with a final musical flourish. Then darkness and the sounds of the forest resume.
第一个出现的是三区的女孩,那就是说一区和二区的职业选手活了下来,这不奇怪。之后是四区的男孩,我没料到,通常职业选手都能活过第一天。五区的男孩…我猜是狐狸脸女孩活了下来。六区、七区的“贡品”都死了,之后是八区的男孩,九区的俩个“贡品”,是的,还有和我抢包的那个男孩,我掐指计算着,只剩一个了。会是皮特吗?不是,是十区的女孩。就这些。此后伴随着雄壮的音乐声,画面上出现了凯匹特市徽。之后是一片黑暗,森林恢复了寂静。
Night has just come when I hear the anthem that proceeds the death recap. Through the branches I can see the seal of the Capitol, which appears to be floating in the sky. I'm actually viewing another screen, an enormous one that's transported by one of their disappearing hovercraft. The anthem fades out and the sky goes dark for a moment. At home, we would be watching full coverage of each and every killing, but that's thought to give an unfair advantage to the living tributes. For instance, if I got my hands on the bow and shot someone, my secret would be revealed to all. No, here in the arena, all we see are the same photographs they showed when they televised our training scores. Simple head shots. But now instead of scores they post only district numbers. I take a deep breath as the faces of the eleven dead tributes begin and tick them off one by one on my fingers.
夜幕已经降临,这时我听到奏响了国歌,这是播放今天亡者的前奏。透过树枝,我看到了凯匹特市徽,似乎飘在空中。我实际看到的是另一个由远处的直升机运送的巨大银幕。国歌结束,天空陷入暂时的黑暗。我们在家乡时,能看到每个选手被杀的全程报道,但有人认为这会对活着的“贡品”带来不公的优势。比如说,要是我拿到弓箭并射杀了一个人,我的秘密就会被所有人知道。但,在竞技场,我们看到的只是播放训练成绩时使用的同一张头像。原来写成绩的位置现在换成了区号。我深吸了一口气,看着是十一个死者的头像在我的眼前划过,并掐指算着他们到底是谁。
I'm relieved Peeta's alive. I tell myself again that if I get killed, his winning will benefit my mother and Prim the most. This is what I tell myself to explain the conflicting emotions that arise when I think of Peeta. The gratitude that he gave me an edge by professing his love for me in the interview. The anger at his superiority on the roof. The dread that we may come face-to-face at any moment in this arena.
皮特还活着,我松了口气。我再次告诉自己,如果我被杀,他赢了,那对妈妈和波丽姆也有好处。这也说明了为什么每当我想起皮塔时内心矛盾重重。对于电视访谈中他对我爱的表白所带给我的优势,我非常感激;可对于他在楼顶表现出的高高在上的样子,我又非常气愤;对于在竞技场可能面对面相遇,我又极度担心。
Snap! The sound of a breaking branch wakes me. How long have I been asleep? Four hours? Five? The tip of my nose is icy cold. Snap! Snap! What's going on? This is not the sound of a branch under someone's foot, but the sharp crack of one coming from a tree. Snap! Snap! I judge it to be several hundred yards to my right. Slowly, noiselessly, I turn myself in that direction. For a few minutes, there's nothing but blackness and some scuffling. Then I see a spark and a small fire begins to bloom. A pair of hands warms over flames, but I can't make out more than that.
噼啪!树枝断裂的声音把我从梦中惊醒。我睡了多长时间?四个小时?五个小时?我的鼻尖冰凉。噼啪!噼啪!怎么回事?这不是人踩树枝的声音,而是从树上传来的断裂声。噼啪!噼啪!我判断声音是从右侧距我几百码的地方传过来的。慢慢地、悄悄地,我把脸转到这个方向。有几分钟,周围只是一片黑暗,传来噼里啪啦的声音,接着我看到火星,继而是一个小火堆,有一个人在火上烤手,剩下的就看不清了。
I haven't really slept in two days, and then there's been the long day's journey into the arena. Slowly, I allow my muscles to relax. My eyes to close. The last thing I think is it's lucky I don't snore…
我已经有两天没好好睡觉了,今天又在竞技场长途奔波。我慢慢地让自己的肌肉松弛下来,闭上了眼睛。我脑中闪过的最后一个念头是,万幸,我不打鼾。
Eleven dead, but none from District 12. I try to work out who is left. Five Career Tributes. Foxface. Thresh and Rue. Rue… so she made it through the first day after all. I can't help feeling glad. That makes ten of us. The other three I'll figure out tomorrow. Now when it is dark, and I have traveled far, and I am nestled high in this tree, now I must try and rest.
十一个人已经死了,但没有十二区的人。我试图推算出谁活了下来。五个职业选手、狐狸脸、萨里什和露露。露露…她终究是活过了第一天,我很高兴。这样算来已经是十个人。另外三个我明天再想是谁吧。此时天已经黑透了,奔跑了一天的我高挂在树上,现在我必须休息了。
I have to bite my lip not to scream every foul name I know at the fire starter. What are they thinking? A fire lit just at nightfall would have been one thing. Those who battled at the Cornucopia, with their superior strength and surplus of supplies, they couldn't possibly have been near enough to spot the flames then. But now, when they've probably been combing the woods for hours looking for victims. You might as well be waving a flag and shouting, "Come and get me!"
我咬住下唇拼命忍着不让自己朝点火的人喊出声来,他们怎么想的?在夜晚点火只意味着一件事。那些在宙斯之角互相厮杀、身强力壮、装备齐全的人,他们早些时候应该不会离得很近,不会看到火苗。可现在,他们也许正在林中搜寻猎杀对象。这样做就好像举着旗子在喊:“嘿,来抓我吧!
I lie smoldering in my bag for the next couple of hours, really thinking that if I can get out of this tree, I won't have the least problem taking out my new neighbor. My instinct has been to flee, not fight. But obviously this person's a hazard. Stupid people are dangerous. And this one probably doesn't have much in the way of weapons while I've got this excellent knife.
我被困在睡袋里,渡过了随后的几个小时。心想,要是我能从树上下去,杀死我的新邻居一点问题都没有。可我的第一反应是逃跑,而非杀人。但这个人一定也很危险,愚蠢的人往往很危险。但他也许没有称手的武器,而我还有一把好刀。
And here I am a stone's throw from the biggest idiot in the Games. Strapped in a tree. Not daring to flee since my general location has just been broadcast to any killer who cares. I mean, I know it's cold out here and not everybody has a sleeping bag. But then you grit your teeth and stick it out until dawn!
而现在,我被困在树上,距离比赛中最蠢的笨蛋只有一箭之遥。我不敢逃跑,因为我所处的这片区域刚刚暴露给杀人者。外面很冷,并非每个人都有睡袋。那就咬牙坚持到天亮吧!
So they're fighting in a pack. I'm not really surprised. Often alliances are formed in the early stages of the Games. The strong band together to hunt down the weak then, when the tension becomes too great, begin to turn on one another. I don't have to wonder too hard who has made this alliance. It'll be the remaining Career Tributes from Districts 1, 2, and 4. Two boys and three girls. The ones who lunched together.
这么说他们已结成一伙。我并不吃惊。在游戏的起始阶段他们往往结成一伙,强壮的人一起打败弱者。之后,随着形势越来越紧张,他们会彼此对立。我不用费力就能想出谁是这一伙的,一定是一区、二区和四区的两男和三女,也就是一起出发的那几个人。
The sky is still dark, but I can feel the first signs of dawn approaching. I'm beginning to think we -- meaning the person whose death I'm now devising and I -- we might actually have gone unnoticed. Then I hear it. Several pairs of feet breaking into a run. The fire starter must have dozed off. They're on her before she can escape. I know it's a girl now, I can tell by the pleading, the agonized scream that follows. Then there's laughter and congratulations from several voices. Someone cries out, "Twelve down and eleven to go!" which gets a round of appreciative hoots.
夜色很浓,但我感到黎明将近。我开始想,我们――我和那个我设想着如何杀死的人――完全可以逃跑而不被发现。这时我听到了一阵声响,是几个人的脚步声,此时已变成跑步声。点火的人准是睡着了,没来得及逃跑就被他们抓住了。我听出来她是一个女孩。她在苦苦哀求,接着是凄厉的呼喊,之后又传来了笑声和互道祝贺的声音。有人大喊“十二个已经搞掉了,还剩十一个!”,接着是欣赏的啧啧声。
For a moment, I hear them checking the girl for supplies. I can tell by their comments they've found nothing good. I wonder if the victim is Rue but quickly dismiss the thought. She's much too bright to be building a fire like that.
有一阵子,我听到他们检查女孩的供给品,可从他们的谈话中听出他们没找到几件好东西。我在想死的人会不会是露露,但很快否定了这个想法。像她那么聪明的孩子是不会干点火这种傻事的。
But the Careers stop in the clearing about ten yards from my tree. They have flashlights, torches. I can see an arm here, a boot there, through the breaks in the branches. I turn to stone, not even daring to breathe. Have they spotted me? No, not yet. I can tell from their words their minds are elsewhere.
但这些职业选手在离树大约十米远的空地上停了下来。他们有手电、火炬,我可以透过树枝隐隐约约看到胳膊或靴子。我像石头一样僵卧不动,连大气都不敢出。他们已经发现我了?不,还没有。从他们的话里可以听出来他们的心思不在这里。
"Shouldn't we have heard a cannon by now?"
“难道我们现在不该听到炮声了吗?
"Better clear out so they can get the body before it starts stinking." I'm almost certain that's the brutish boy from District 2. There are murmurs of assent and then, to my horror, I hear the pack heading toward me. They do not know I'm here. How could they? And I'm well concealed in the clump of trees. At least while the sun stays down. Then my black sleeping bag will turn from camouflage to trouble. If they just keep moving, they will pass me and be gone in a minute.
“最好清理一下现场,这样尸体发臭前他们就能找到她。”我几乎可以肯定这是二区的粗野男孩。大家咕哝着,表示赞同。接着,我听到他们朝我这边走来,太可怕了。他们不会知道我在这。他们怎么能知道呢?我藏在浓密的树枝里,只要是黑夜他们就看不到。但到了白天,我的黑色睡袋就会从伪装色,变成大麻烦。可他们只要朝前走,就会经过我并很快离开。
"I'd say yes. Nothing to prevent them from going in immediately."
“应该响啊,应该马上听到炮声。
"She's dead. I stuck her myself."
“她死了,我亲自下的手。
"Then where's the cannon?"
“那怎么没有炮声?
"Unless she isn't dead."
“除非,她没死?
"Someone should go back. Make sure the job's done."
“应该有人回去看看,确定一下是不是齐活了。
"Yeah, we don't want to have to track her down twice."
“对啊,我们可不想追她两次。
I almost fall out of the tree. The voice belongs to Peeta.
听到这声音,我差点从树上掉下来。是皮塔。
"I said she's dead!"
“我说她死了!
An argument breaks out until one tribute silences the others. "We're wasting time! I'll go finish her and let's move on!"
他们争吵起来,直到其中的一个“贡品”制止了他们。“我们在浪费时间,我回去把她结果了,然后咱们再继续往前走!